Billy rapped all night 'bout his suicide
How he'd kick it in the head when he was 25
Speed jive
Don't wanna stay alive when you're 25
(i had been comfortably a stroke at the age of 24. oh, it could have been a brilliant career)
Birthdays are my New Years. The real time to judge a new year passing for me. The real time to look back and reflect, and plan for ahead. I don't deserve presents and cake because i had the misfortune of being born, i deserve presents and cake because i made it another year! It should celebrate the things i accomplished this year, comfort me for the things i did not, and console me for the tragedies i have weathered.
Mean Mr Mu is away on some canoeing trip on the canadian border where he is smuggling things in for Ms. Star. (Not really). I am not entirely alone, E the exloki has come up and i ate godiva chocolates for dinner and watched dvds until the sun came up.
This is my first birthday without my father. "But mouse," you say, "You wouldn't have seen or even heard from him even if he were alive." No, but he would have sent me some ridiculous cartoonish birthday card with a predictable Barnes and Nobles gift certificate inside, and it's small absence still rocks me to the very core.
well, still. Pretty Good Year.
How he'd kick it in the head when he was 25
Speed jive
Don't wanna stay alive when you're 25
(i had been comfortably a stroke at the age of 24. oh, it could have been a brilliant career)
Birthdays are my New Years. The real time to judge a new year passing for me. The real time to look back and reflect, and plan for ahead. I don't deserve presents and cake because i had the misfortune of being born, i deserve presents and cake because i made it another year! It should celebrate the things i accomplished this year, comfort me for the things i did not, and console me for the tragedies i have weathered.
Mean Mr Mu is away on some canoeing trip on the canadian border where he is smuggling things in for Ms. Star. (Not really). I am not entirely alone, E the exloki has come up and i ate godiva chocolates for dinner and watched dvds until the sun came up.
This is my first birthday without my father. "But mouse," you say, "You wouldn't have seen or even heard from him even if he were alive." No, but he would have sent me some ridiculous cartoonish birthday card with a predictable Barnes and Nobles gift certificate inside, and it's small absence still rocks me to the very core.
well, still. Pretty Good Year.
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thefullnelson:
It was great meeting you last night! It's awesome that you got to be part of the show and stuff! Hope to see you soon. 
doctorsuicide:
