m0use

I need to go to bed. I need to reply to emails and read journals of people i DO HONESTLY care about and comment back to people, and not just poke around on message boards making inane comments and having even more inane arguments. I need to set up this new computer and copy everything over from old dilapidated machine. I need to stop eating and gaining all my weight back. I need to go to bed and go to work in the morning, first and foremost.
But all i can think about is how much i want to eat even though i'm not really hungry, and panic over not knowing what to wear tomorrow and how badly i will not want to wake up come morning.
But wednsday morning means putting out the new comic books and is one of the highlights of my week, since i took over the job of being the new comic releases fairy. Must concentrate on that. Must. must... oh crap. Not working.
Anyway. I'll update this journal later with a more entertaining post about my new computer and the naming of things and such. But now im just having an anxiety insomnia pain binging freak out thing.