m0use

I finally uploaded a small selection of what i feel are the best of my cam pics in the past few months. They all look completely different, they all make me look completely different, and all those different types are not only not good enough for me, but much better than what i look like in real life. Sad.

I have read of two suicide attempts today, and i want to squeak out in a small scared whisper of how the subject is so triggery to me and makes me unsafe even when i think i'm years beyond that old obsession. Not unsafe enough that anyone need worry, but enough that i need to say something. Because, you know, for that moment, i feel like i'm there again. yeah.
I should go to bed. I have work in the morning. Sigh.