I finally uploaded a small selection of what i feel are the best of my cam pics in the past few months. They all look completely different, they all make me look completely different, and all those different types are not only not good enough for me, but much better than what i look like in real life. Sad.
I have read of two suicide...
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One of the 10 rat babies available for adoption has died.
I'm too distraught to say anything more right now.
I'm too distraught to say anything more right now.
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night1:
sorry to hear about that 
what happened to him?...are the rest still okay?
what happened to him?...are the rest still okay?
m0use:
I'm still too upset to talk about it, but i'm trying to move on.
The other 9 are okay and still beautiful and fuzzy and sweet and desperately in need of homes.
I'm very sad, things have not been going well for me.
The other 9 are okay and still beautiful and fuzzy and sweet and desperately in need of homes.
I'm very sad, things have not been going well for me.
"I don't get you."
"Nobody does. I'm the wind, Baby."
"Nobody does. I'm the wind, Baby."
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socrates:
So true. I get that all of the time. Hope things are going well in MA. Thought I'd drop you a line and say 'Hi'.
freyja__:
yes.
elusive like the wind, as well.
xo
elusive like the wind, as well.
xo
d00d. o_0
I know before i left for work this afternoon that i left a comment in someone's journal and now it's not there.
I seriously fear i left it entirely in the wrong window. In someone else's journal.
Did anyone get a weird comment from me today?
I know before i left for work this afternoon that i left a comment in someone's journal and now it's not there.
I seriously fear i left it entirely in the wrong window. In someone else's journal.
Did anyone get a weird comment from me today?
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volkov:
the very ability to question whether or not has brain damage is a good indicator that one indeed does NOT have said damage.
or so I hope...cause I am always wondering about my own brain, personaly.
or so I hope...cause I am always wondering about my own brain, personaly.
voltaire:
maybe you forgot to push the submit button? that happens to me sometimes....
I can't even make a proper post to reply to everyone and express how wonderful you are, so i'm projecting through these bars [ ]. I hope you all felt that, because i mean it entirely.
Here are some specific replies to questions:
Stormy- my personal favourite FLB book is Echo, which never fails to do *something* strange and wonderful and maybe a little horrible...
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Here are some specific replies to questions:
Stormy- my personal favourite FLB book is Echo, which never fails to do *something* strange and wonderful and maybe a little horrible...
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night1:
that's awesome...it's too bad it had to stop, but you know what they say...all good things must come to an end...*sigh*
I used to own #1...but it got water damage...BASTIDS!
Can you imagine if they tried to make a movie out of it?...if they can do LOTR, seems like they could do a decent job with Sandman...who knows
I used to own #1...but it got water damage...BASTIDS!
Can you imagine if they tried to make a movie out of it?...if they can do LOTR, seems like they could do a decent job with Sandman...who knows
minimalism:
Boston and Providence event...
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/16323/
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/16323/
(when we died, i tried to bribe the undertaker)
Instead of coming back, i died. And withdrew even further. I am still far away. Tug on my tether and reel me back in, please. I need the help.
Still have this website open on my desktop every single day and have not looked at a single set since who knows when.
Been very sick, very...
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Instead of coming back, i died. And withdrew even further. I am still far away. Tug on my tether and reel me back in, please. I need the help.
Still have this website open on my desktop every single day and have not looked at a single set since who knows when.
Been very sick, very...
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desidia:
miss you
thirtyseven:
you're just too used to my honey, now
On my way to a spectacular return to the internet, yes i am.
I have a claim to fame, now, besides my 'date' with bailey that i never wrote about anywhere after all.
You know those new lip balm vegan pussy pucker pots in the shop? I'm pretty sure i am the sole reason they are strawberry and cream. The creator (who also runs Technodyke...
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I have a claim to fame, now, besides my 'date' with bailey that i never wrote about anywhere after all.
You know those new lip balm vegan pussy pucker pots in the shop? I'm pretty sure i am the sole reason they are strawberry and cream. The creator (who also runs Technodyke...
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thirtyseven:
and where is this return you speak of???
maldoror:
are you ever coming back?
Words can not express how much i fuckin love you guys.
I'm so sick and tired though. Have been having bad pain and fatigue days. Just work and sleep.
You know it must be pretty bad when i haven't had a chance to write about my fabulous "date" with Bailey.. who by the way, as fucking hot as her new set is, is even hotter...
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I'm so sick and tired though. Have been having bad pain and fatigue days. Just work and sleep.
You know it must be pretty bad when i haven't had a chance to write about my fabulous "date" with Bailey.. who by the way, as fucking hot as her new set is, is even hotter...
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freyja__:
hey..
where ya been!?
where ya been!?
desidia:
our music tastes are pretty synchronized these days.
hope your happy wherever you are. keep in touch ok?
hope your happy wherever you are. keep in touch ok?
Thank you for your kind words. I am still employed, but now i am sick.
Today i write in my weblog:
"I need cool hands on my feverish warm face, hands other than my own.
I am so sick and so achingly lonely. I can not breach the walls that cut me off from all of you who are reaching out to me. I can...
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Today i write in my weblog:
"I need cool hands on my feverish warm face, hands other than my own.
I am so sick and so achingly lonely. I can not breach the walls that cut me off from all of you who are reaching out to me. I can...
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arik:
hmm. looking at flights to south waltham, ma :-)
lord of the rings and eddie izzard, you really can't do much better then that :-)
oh and did i mention that playing with girls hair is one of my all-time favorite activities?
lord of the rings and eddie izzard, you really can't do much better then that :-)
oh and did i mention that playing with girls hair is one of my all-time favorite activities?
joyrider:
i looked at your cam archive. you, and your small rodents, are very cute and good.
This new friends page thing is almost enough to make me smile, for a moment.
I did disappear for a couple of hours, as my grey bank card ran out of money and i had to my account on my new green card.
I had a very bad day, and i wrote the following in my weblog, and i hope you don't mind me sharing...
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I did disappear for a couple of hours, as my grey bank card ran out of money and i had to my account on my new green card.
I had a very bad day, and i wrote the following in my weblog, and i hope you don't mind me sharing...
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azura:
i wish i could come visit you and give you a hug...
but alas.
i personal have always sucked at taking my meds, but still i highly suggest geeting back on them darling, or maybe even different ones.
and stop hanging round stupid boys who convince you to stop taking you meds!
but alas.
i personal have always sucked at taking my meds, but still i highly suggest geeting back on them darling, or maybe even different ones.
and stop hanging round stupid boys who convince you to stop taking you meds!
maldoror:
my poor m0use *massive hugs* i know i can't really do much to help, i barely know you, but you have such a wonderful personality & interests, and you seem so intelligent, i wish i could make you feel better. like the others said, stay on your meds! i've tried to stop taking mine (paxil & welbutrin) because i felt like they weren't doing anything for me anymore, but getting off them left me feeling HORRIBLE!! please, please don't do anything permanent to hurt yourself, there is always something to live for, to make life bearable and sometimes even fun, but you may have to do some digging and soul-searching. i wish i could do more...feel free to email me if you want. keep your head above water
*massive hugs* i know i can't really do much to help, i barely know you, but you have such a wonderful personality & interests, and you seem so intelligent, i wish i could make you feel better. like the others said, stay on your meds! i've tried to stop taking mine (paxil & welbutrin) because i felt like they weren't doing anything for me anymore, but getting off them left me feeling HORRIBLE!! please, please don't do anything permanent to hurt yourself, there is always something to live for, to make life bearable and sometimes even fun, but you may have to do some digging and soul-searching. i wish i could do more...feel free to email me if you want. keep your head above waterIt's just that i try so hard. And i fail so bad. And i'm so tired.
I love you guys. Youknow this. You are what my sun rises and sets on of everyday. It's juyst ... so... hard.
I love you guys. Youknow this. You are what my sun rises and sets on of everyday. It's juyst ... so... hard.
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quinne:
your picture is so beautiful
desidia:
did your journal disappear for a while or was I dreaming?
It was a sad rdeam if so.
It was a sad rdeam if so.
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bt:
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/6534/
Please check it.
Please check it.
much love
trin
xoxox
ok i'll stick around awhile ok