In an effort to move along from last night's post.
I still have just enough time to decide if i want to go to SGBoston tonight. I have my car back, thank goodness, but i don't know that i am up to it. Besides, "I would go out tonight but i haven't got a stitch to wear" Ugh, and i don't.
It's that dreadful "less...
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I still have just enough time to decide if i want to go to SGBoston tonight. I have my car back, thank goodness, but i don't know that i am up to it. Besides, "I would go out tonight but i haven't got a stitch to wear" Ugh, and i don't.
It's that dreadful "less...
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thefuckoffkid:
You went, and gingerlie, and paleenchantress ...all the wonderful folks I woulda met had I lived in the Boston area. *sighs* I'm glad you decided to go, anyway. I think you would have regretted not doing so.
xxanastasiaxx:
It was very nice to meet you!! Hope to see you again sometime!
I don't want to sound like a broken record but..i'm not okay. I am seriously NOT OKAY, right now.
In my defense it is ebcoming an increasinly DIFFERENT 'not okay' with each passing day but no one understands that.No one cares that. No one... oh. Nothing. Forget it. Forget it.
In my defense it is ebcoming an increasinly DIFFERENT 'not okay' with each passing day but no one understands that.No one cares that. No one... oh. Nothing. Forget it. Forget it.
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strio:
You NEED to come out to tomorrow's meet then. Be around some people you've never met, and possibly learn that you're not alone in feeling "not okay". If I explained to you what I'm dealing with, and why I'm "not okay" I have a feeling you'd understand the feeling, if not the reasons behind it.
I hope you show up... i've enjoyed reading your journal for a while, and I'd love to actually meet the girl behind the words.
I hope you show up... i've enjoyed reading your journal for a while, and I'd love to actually meet the girl behind the words.
kayla_:
wow. its a shame im not going to boston (and that you aren't).
You're absoultely stunning
Oh well, hi anyway
You're absoultely stunning
Oh well, hi anyway
So. I have a site. i have backups. That is good.
I have next friday off so i can go to SGBoston event. That is good.
Hell, i think i even still have a girlfriend. Even if i'm not sure if that is good or not.
So why i do i feel so..... bad?
(not angsty. not sad. depressive, yes. tired. very.)
I have next friday off so i can go to SGBoston event. That is good.
Hell, i think i even still have a girlfriend. Even if i'm not sure if that is good or not.
So why i do i feel so..... bad?
(not angsty. not sad. depressive, yes. tired. very.)
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olly:
your site looks really good. i'm sorry you don't feel so good. maybe what seems like good stuff going on is not really what you would like to see happening. maybe something's missing...........maybe i'm rambling.....
and thanks for the comment in my journal, and i could ask you the same thing!
and thanks for the comment in my journal, and i could ask you the same thing!
thefuckoffkid:
Kinda lame to say "Hope you're feeling a little better" but there's not a lot else to say, really.
Meantime, I like your site
Meantime, I like your site
You're not going to believe this.
Everything was saved and my site is even back up and it looks like nothing was lost.
I can't begin to explain the sort of voodoo that went on, mostly because i wasn't there for it, but all that matters is that all is well.
I'm in CT on my mother's computer. Eeep. So i make this quick-like. But...
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Everything was saved and my site is even back up and it looks like nothing was lost.
I can't begin to explain the sort of voodoo that went on, mostly because i wasn't there for it, but all that matters is that all is well.
I'm in CT on my mother's computer. Eeep. So i make this quick-like. But...
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hellkitten:
YaY! glad to hear it +o)
steffi11:
You are realy an suicidegirl!!!!
My website is gone.
Server croaked. Data is LOST. Haven't done a backup in months.
I'm going home (CT) until tomorrow night.
Weep for me.
Server croaked. Data is LOST. Haven't done a backup in months.
I'm going home (CT) until tomorrow night.
Weep for me.
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hellkitten:
My heart sank when I read this post. I know what it's like to have a server down, but to have the server crap out and no backups.... I won't just weep, I'll sob ,o)
paleenchantress:
hi sweetie !! i hope to see ya at the boston party..i like the pics
xoxoxo
xoxoxo
Let me try this again.
I have hit the Freezer Candy. Most of You may know it by it's Street Name, "Vodka".
I Still don't know where I am in life, nor where i want to be. I'd much rather know where i want to be than where i really am.
And i don't know if i'm in or out of my current relationship, nor...
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I have hit the Freezer Candy. Most of You may know it by it's Street Name, "Vodka".
I Still don't know where I am in life, nor where i want to be. I'd much rather know where i want to be than where i really am.
And i don't know if i'm in or out of my current relationship, nor...
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minimalism:
Come to the Boston party. It's gonna be a blast, or your money back.
thefuckoffkid:
My SO is having a mid life crisis and she's about your age. The early 20s can be a time of uncertainty for the self aware. 
But I'll play you Brian Eno songs all night for you while you decide your life's direction.
But I'll play you Brian Eno songs all night for you while you decide your life's direction.
this entry got fux0red and eaten on account of um, bees.
No, not bees. HTML complications. Yes, that's it.
No, not bees. HTML complications. Yes, that's it.
apologees:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
ozymandias:
Damn Bees! *Starts to load rifle*
(write,delete,write,delete,write,delete)
nevermind. maybe tomorrow.
nevermind. maybe tomorrow.
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ozymandias:
These things take time.........
thefuckoffkid:
(write,delete,write,delete,write,delete)
...um, I'll get back to you ....
...um, I'll get back to you ....
I'm still sad, but it's too complicated to explain. Or perhaps not. I rambled on a bit here, right now, and then deleted the whole thing. It's just easier this way.
but thank you for the dancin' and the lovin' and stuff. It certainly helps. Just about the only thing that does these days. Sadly, i am getting into some amount of trouble for that,...
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but thank you for the dancin' and the lovin' and stuff. It certainly helps. Just about the only thing that does these days. Sadly, i am getting into some amount of trouble for that,...
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velvetkither:
man, you should eat a potatoe, it'll cheer you up.
ozymandias:
Are ya winnin or losin?
i'm sad
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night1:
awwwwww...no sadness...please?
*does a little happy dance in attempts to cheer you up*
*does a little happy dance in attempts to cheer you up*
tadzi:
me to. anything i can do to help?
d00d, friday ngiht was so amazing that i'm still recovering.
No, actually the weather is kicking my ass big time. I am a sleepy hurty mousie. Looks like it is improving but i am not. Will get back to you all asap.
In the meantime, i'm going to curl up in a corner and whimper in pain.
No, actually the weather is kicking my ass big time. I am a sleepy hurty mousie. Looks like it is improving but i am not. Will get back to you all asap.
In the meantime, i'm going to curl up in a corner and whimper in pain.
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volkov:
glad Friday went well....
not so glad that you aren't doing well at the moment
get better , please.
you added me to your friends?....
*feels tons of happy*
*hugs for the m0use*
v
not so glad that you aren't doing well at the moment
get better , please.
you added me to your friends?....
*feels tons of happy*
*hugs for the m0use*
v
apoplexy:
Well it's Friday again and I hope it's another kick-ass one. Make sure you drink lots of Gatorade or water though =)
Or not.
Images are back up. What i said before still goes. I am teh lame.
Images are back up. What i said before still goes. I am teh lame.
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dekansilent:
lovely pictures. and yeah that new rainer maria is a pretty good cd.
-Dek
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-Dek
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ozymandias:
Wanna get some tacos?