A quick-like update.
I have been away from SG because i have been all but computer-less. Remember that whole computer upgrade thing? Well, one of the parts that i got for free turned out to be worth exactly what i paid for it, and another part i brought over from my old computer and didn't upgrade died out of age and use.
So hopefully things...
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I have been away from SG because i have been all but computer-less. Remember that whole computer upgrade thing? Well, one of the parts that i got for free turned out to be worth exactly what i paid for it, and another part i brought over from my old computer and didn't upgrade died out of age and use.
So hopefully things...
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mostwanted76:
HI
volkov:
*randomrunbyhugattack*
Holee fuck. I've been immortalised in an SG set.
And i'm a big ugly freak.
I'm so torn between being excited and happy about it, and yet humiliated and disgsted with myself.
Sorry, sorry.
I'm going to refrain from going down this road publically because i don't want to sound like i'm fishing for anything i'm not. Because i'm not. I'm just really in a...
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And i'm a big ugly freak.
I'm so torn between being excited and happy about it, and yet humiliated and disgsted with myself.
Sorry, sorry.
I'm going to refrain from going down this road publically because i don't want to sound like i'm fishing for anything i'm not. Because i'm not. I'm just really in a...
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pip:
I am still envious and you are still not ugly!
wraith7000:
Your command is my wish
I'm... having problems.
(when aren't you having problems, miss mouse? When aren't you?)
(when aren't you having problems, miss mouse? When aren't you?)
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tickxtock:
Without them...how would we know what a good day is? It's what makes you human. Like the sand in an hour glass, so are the days of our lives. T.V. is my problem.
wraith7000:
I have solutions...yet they are secret as well
the House of Axium has been struck with illness after illness this past week, trading victims as it goes. Updates are far and few. Still trying to hammer new computer into shape. Going to pass out now.
Oops. Forgot to add, other reason for updating. Under major spam attack these days, email has been harvested again for one of those forged sender things, so i'm...
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Oops. Forgot to add, other reason for updating. Under major spam attack these days, email has been harvested again for one of those forged sender things, so i'm...
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reverendrock:
take two dayquil every two hours forfour hours. stop there, take no more. you'll be really fucked up for the rest of the day. but tommorrow you'll feel all better
i am a firm believer of over medication
as far as the computer goes, i can't really help ya other then send ya some top o the line anti-virus/firewall shit. working at a bar has its few perks, like getting free computer sortware
other then that, watch degrassi next generation, that should make ya feel better
i am a firm believer of over medication
as far as the computer goes, i can't really help ya other then send ya some top o the line anti-virus/firewall shit. working at a bar has its few perks, like getting free computer sortware
other then that, watch degrassi next generation, that should make ya feel better
pip:
It was great hanging out with you again! That tatoo party idea is a great one we should research it and make it happen!
Happy Valentine's Day!!!
Happy Valentine's Day!!!
I need to go to bed. I need to reply to emails and read journals of people i DO HONESTLY care about and comment back to people, and not just poke around on message boards making inane comments and having even more inane arguments. I need to set up this new computer and copy everything over from old dilapidated machine. I need to stop eating...
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atticstar:
i want to make out with you
come see me
come see me
pip:
Ahhhh! A tiny fee? how tiny? My comic book shop doesn't charge me at all and I get 10% off. I like my comic shop even though it's in watertown. What's your discount on comics?
And yeah the anime convention would be cool but I am primarily a comic book geek. The other stuff is intersting and I like it, buuuuuut comics first. It looks like Philly will win out because I can only afford to tap my 'rents for one airfare thios year and that is for hawaii. Philly is chinatown bus plus a friends house to crash in. so cheapo tripo grande! if that makes any sense.
And yeah the anime convention would be cool but I am primarily a comic book geek. The other stuff is intersting and I like it, buuuuuut comics first. It looks like Philly will win out because I can only afford to tap my 'rents for one airfare thios year and that is for hawaii. Philly is chinatown bus plus a friends house to crash in. so cheapo tripo grande! if that makes any sense.
Ugh. Anyway. As i was saying.
Goodbye 2003. You'll get no "Pretty Good Year" from me. Not this year. Like i said. The year i lost my father, and about 30+ pounds. Oh yes, quite significant. Fuck you. Fuck you 2003.
2004 isn't starting for me, however. It refuses to. Or rather, i refuse to believe that it is just as horrible and full of...
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Goodbye 2003. You'll get no "Pretty Good Year" from me. Not this year. Like i said. The year i lost my father, and about 30+ pounds. Oh yes, quite significant. Fuck you. Fuck you 2003.
2004 isn't starting for me, however. It refuses to. Or rather, i refuse to believe that it is just as horrible and full of...
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defekt:
If it's any consolation, they were out of waffles. I, for one, was certainly sad about that.
You can come to our vegan potluck on Feb 6th, though!
You can come to our vegan potluck on Feb 6th, though!
veganjihad:
good to hear youve come to the dark side... so, have you read diamond age?
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reverendrock:
all i'm gonna say is angelina jolie lips, and angelina jolie hands
you are beautiful
you are beautiful
honkeykong:
-where've you been? is everything okay?
fuck.
so that last entry which i edited, yeah. let's just say i did bad things that i can never do again. ever.
and now i'm sicker than hell, psychotically depressed, alone for the holidays, and one of my babies (my very old rat girls) is probably going to die before the morning. She is so sick and old i don' think anyone can do...
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so that last entry which i edited, yeah. let's just say i did bad things that i can never do again. ever.
and now i'm sicker than hell, psychotically depressed, alone for the holidays, and one of my babies (my very old rat girls) is probably going to die before the morning. She is so sick and old i don' think anyone can do...
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semitic:
Hope you find your way. Looks like you have alot of support from members on this site.
honkeykong:
-try and have a merry christmas
no, wrong, bad, etc. etc.
delete delete delete
delete delete delete
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buddha:
"...Fuck the naysayers"
wraith7000:
its all good...beleted!
I'm getting too old for this "Destroyer of Worlds" bullshit.
And unlike the others in the past who had it coming, she's too good to deserve it.
And i don't know how to get better, or how to get her safely away.
I've been so bad lately. Nothing but hate and apathy in cycles. My being able to be distracted with fun is in much...
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And unlike the others in the past who had it coming, she's too good to deserve it.
And i don't know how to get better, or how to get her safely away.
I've been so bad lately. Nothing but hate and apathy in cycles. My being able to be distracted with fun is in much...
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vazquez:
Look if you need to eat and hold it down got to Franco's Pizzeria on moody st. in waltham. Francos will take care of everything.
psychobilly1322:
Wow. Look, I don't want to sound like I'm trying to underscore your loss, here. But I've seen and dealt with what you're going through. I am in the Marine Corps and just got back from Iraq. I have seen guys I've only known for only 2-3 years, but were closer than most family, get blown apart in gruesome, horrible demonstrations of human frailty. These are guys I lived and worked with...spent most of my adult life getting to know their families and their hopes, dreams, and plans. And I watched them die horribly or saw their bodies afterward. The point I'm making is this: No amount of words will ever erase a loss, nor will any amount of yelling lessen the burden. However, there comes a point when brooding becomes counter-peoductive. I don't want to sound like the ending of a Brady Bunch episode, but there is something to be learned from every life experience. Even if it's something as small as learning the depths your heart can fall to or what your emotional/mental limits are, there is still something to gain...ALWAYS. I learned not to take ANYTHING for granted anymore from my experiences. Life has gained such a flavor now that it becomes impossible to imagine my mentality before. Regardless of how much your father was around, he was still your FATHER.....half your reason for being. I know adopted people, who, on learning of the death of their real parents, whom they've never met..feel a HUGE sense of loss. It is simply an aspect of the human condition. They are your blood. Doctors, ARE of course, USELESS....They make their living treating symtoms, not sickness. So they don't give a shit about the root of the problem, as long as they can numb ya enough for a while. Numbness is the body's self defense. The state of shock that erupts after a significant loss is enough to make the strongest men nearly comatose for periods of time. I know...I've seen it. Finally, as far as you not having talents or skills, that is total bullshit. I can tell simply by reading your posting, that you are VERY intelligent, wel, read and spoken, and you have a passion for life and others that is so excessive, you feel an empathatic pang on others' misfortune. Don't sell yourself short, girl....'cause when it comes with dealin up and movin on...ur really the only friend you got. So, take a deep breath, and a good look around. Try to notice and appreciate something you never did before, and take comfort in it. And, most importantly, take it one day at a time. Good luck, and if you need someone to talk to, feel free ta hit me up.
Thank you all for your kind words and support. I did not finish that rant i was writing but i would very much like to one day and i hope to post it here.
Actually, i have been steadfastedly avoiding dealing with my situation while at the same time wallowing in it and being resentful over my inability to have the opportunity to deal with,...
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Actually, i have been steadfastedly avoiding dealing with my situation while at the same time wallowing in it and being resentful over my inability to have the opportunity to deal with,...
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atticstar:
you should fill in what makes you happy
("but i know dad, the ice is getting thin...")
things went very bad quickly, and from bad to worse, i will have to update you later.
"growing up, it was just me and my mom against the world.
and all my sympathies were with her when i was a little girl
and i've seen both my parents play out the hands that they...
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things went very bad quickly, and from bad to worse, i will have to update you later.
"growing up, it was just me and my mom against the world.
and all my sympathies were with her when i was a little girl
and i've seen both my parents play out the hands that they...
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lx:
Sounds familiar. Mom and I against the world...
ophelia:
I'm sorry, sweetie.
I wish I knew what to say.
♥
I wish I knew what to say.
♥
