Her birthday is in a month or so. When I thought about it I thought I'd missed it. She's closing in on 40.
Had to go through my sms history in my gmail inbox to find a message, which wasn't even to her, to get an idea of when it was. Though we did share a shitload of messages in the small amount of time we'd known each other.
In a month. If the new job actually works out, and isn't some type of phishing scam, I'll be a better place than I've been for a while. But only because I'll be working again.
Working. This time I'll just take it easy and not apply myself in any kind of way.. Just working. Passing the day. In a few month when the project ends if they decide to keep me on, and again, if it isn't some headache of a phishing scam.. I might have more work.
In the meantime.. how. How when I know that it is her birthday do I do nothing. Say nothing. Regardless of the sms that I found reminded me that she hates birthdays and would easily hold it against me if I said anything. If she knew it was me saying it she'd probably be even more upset.
Sigh.