Which is likely to be soon (I told my landlord that real talk he'd likely come home and find me dead soon because I'm really just too disgusted and tired) .. I'd just like to know just how some women just seem to know.
There are a handful of experiences between myself and some of my best friends that make me believe that people can share a psychic bond. Some women just know things that they shouldn't. Or I'll know some things and feel them and know them to be true. I want to know how they just know or if it is just a ridiculous amount of coincidences that can be attributed to a constant flow of information which the evolution of human pattern recognition allows each of us to jump to accurate conclusions.
And I don't mean being on the same mental wavelength such that you can finish sentences. Doing so with a high degree of accuracy means you have to shoot for perfection. It.... It's so aggravating to cut someone off to finish a thought.. But I can't help it. I notice that there's a threshold where she'll also get intolerant to it.. Then she gets mad whenever I speak.. Which is the snowball rolling down out of control beyond a point of no return.
While the majority of experiences with other people makes me think that the majority of people sadly are too dumb or self-centered or broken to enjoy empathy.
But when I love and what really makes my heart swell is a belief that someone has empathy.. Be it for animals, their loved ones, or strangers. Sounds simple but it's just so rare. What has broken me is knowing and setting and dealing with those people that get broken over and over.