lzim

And for topics that seem like a broken record..

I'm tired.

I'm tried of stress. Tired of trying to deal with other people who just don't give a shit for good and innocent intentions or what they themselves ought to be doing for themselves.

To expect people to understand certain things and to just know better.

Why do things have to be spelled out in crayon on a wall before the point can be made. That not a fuck should be expected to be given.

And even when I read back what gets scrawled on the wall over and over again.. it doesn't matter or make a single difference because I'll just go right ahead and do these things over and over again for want of anything to do besides sit around and play video games.

When all else fails.. I don't want to go back to this.. casually playing video games, or heaven forbid testing them for assholes who don't give two shits about what they should put into their games.

Perhaps I've finally lost it. That I would rather the company of real people and nothing is more clear than that I don't know how, and never have.