So what do you do when an old flame comes back into your life and you can't help with could have beens..
Especially if as ever, she's not single.. and it is as awkward as ever
And you can't stop with the what ifs..
And all you can think about when you see that person.. the same way you've always seen that person, just like that first day.. just like it was yesterday.. tens years ago or more.. and can't help but want to see that person again.. minus their new friend.. and the 10 years that might as well not have happened since nothing has changed.. but everything has.. but it makes little difference.
Has it really been 12 years?! Jesus Christ.
Especially if as ever, she's not single.. and it is as awkward as ever
And you can't stop with the what ifs..
And all you can think about when you see that person.. the same way you've always seen that person, just like that first day.. just like it was yesterday.. tens years ago or more.. and can't help but want to see that person again.. minus their new friend.. and the 10 years that might as well not have happened since nothing has changed.. but everything has.. but it makes little difference.
Has it really been 12 years?! Jesus Christ.
rastagirlrocks:
why don't you find someone who loves you as much as you love them? Just a thought. 
lzim:
That would be great