lyvia

i feel like shoving my grandmother into a closet and leaving her there forever.

my week of relaxation is not exactly going to plan.
i miss lee(boyfriend) terribly, and it kiiinda hasn;t helped that when i spoke to him he told me about all these english girls at his hotel that they've been hanging out with and getting stupidly drunk with. being on a guy's holiday, of course that's what's going to happen. and it's not like i don't trust him, i just wish i was having that much fun.

i've done no college work. and i have three days left of college, my garment to finish, my board to paint, and my sketchbook to fill up. shit.

scrath that, two and a half days of college left. i forgot i'm helping someone with an interview at MAC tomorrow.

my grandmother IS driving me insane though. every five seconds she's having a go at me about something new. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'd better start my patchwork. i feel sick at the thought of facing my tutors. please don't let me fail, i need to pass to get into uni.