lyvia

i feel lame.

i have work today.

things have been perfect with me and the boyfriend so far, but i dont know if it's all unravelling right now.

my own insecurities about myself are creating problems, and i wish i could just snap out of it.
i dont want them to ruin what we have, because what we have is amazing. aside from the occasional temper, he's too good to be true.

i've decided to call my father tonight. i dont know what i will say to him, but i guess thats not the point. the point is that its been too long, and if he's not prepared to make the effort then i have to be. it works both ways.

i bumped into my friend neeley yesterday in town, so i'm seeing her today before work. i have nothing to say to her either.

i want to have a good night tonight. before college tomorrow. college is the lamest of all.

i need to go shower. i'm still half asleep.