I know its been forever....well i guess it seems since i have been in love, or really cared "deeply" about someone, i guess thats what clinton was, caring deeply. Today, this guy talked about how great his girl was how they were getting married, things would be so perfect, he told everyone to keep the ones they have if they are content since its so hard to find. I dont think that it is, I think that if there was one person for everyone we would all be fucked. Think about all those passionate crushes you had that just didnt connect for some reason, givin the chance would they have? Would you be so content and in love now? Then, for now long, and thus bringing fourth my second point, nothing lasts forever, nothing perfect can stay, and nothing so delicate can remain undamaged. The theroy of spending my whole life with one person makes me sick. Im content being alone in sense, there is only parts to a relationship that i like, I love affection, i love being able to talk to someone, i love being told all those great things, i love sex. I hate complication. I think those are the only things you need to be content, Jealousy is complication, Fear is complication, Promises are complication. Dont get me wrong, i dont think that love is bullshit, I think it can exist, i just dont think it lasts forever in such a burning brillence that everyone talks about. I think love is an obcession with complication, i think love is a beautiful disaster. I think love is strong because it makes you numb. I think love is a primal instinct, so you wont feel so alone when your dying.
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lysondra:
I have pretty weird views on relationships. I just took my meds, so ill be able to form compelte thoughts with out getting side tracked soon, and ill make a post, a pretty pretty post.
lysondra:
Im just weird. I think love is, too much work. So if you worked that hard to kiss someone bye, id be pissed lol. It hurts too much, i guess part of the reason i think falling in love is to complicated...I hate letting go...so id rather die alone. I dont get lonely i guess. I surround myself with people i have crushes on, i may never act on them or anything but that keeps me content if that makes any sense at all...its like im flirting and content being with these people and there isnt commitment issues, or fear or emotions or all that icky stuff, just friends. I dont tend to sleep with them either, sex also can make things complicated, its actualy kinda hard to find someone you like and likes you and your able to have sex with, without it getting all complex and serious. Id be content to like someone for a bit, and it just kinda happen ...Im not sure how to explain that, it would help if i wasnt a bit drunk. You start hanging out with someone become friends fuck around and then silently, with out all the talks and conflict it turn into whatever your both ready for, thats what happend with clinton and thats i guess the only reason it worked for so long. I dont know, im weird and kinda lost track of my point im going to go pass out and hopefully this makes sense in the morning.