lysondra

These meds i started taking make me a little off, which i guess is good or bad, depending on when you catch me lol...they "may cause a false sense of well being," which i guess so, for the first few hours, then i just want to sit and be quiet and read or study, then i get grumpy, and its time for another pill, the afternoon does isnt as strong, it just keeps me in study mode, i can sit still for hours, and not talk, and i dont care about anything, its really nice. Im talking to people online. I feel poetic, but im too apathetic to write, i have to have emotion to write i guess, and im just in this kinda blank. Its relaxing. I wrote for 9 straight hours today, my math book on basic math is almost done. I write pretty notes. I think im going to call this one person since they texted me, and then didnt talk. They are being weird.