So last night sucked a bunch. I dont know if im still seeing htis person or not. Me and him have been friends forever, and lately he has been acting so weird because we have been "seeing eachother" and i really like that and everyhting but i feel like hes acting weird andi really dont want to ruin our friendship, dont get me wrong id love things to work out as seeing eachtoehr well anyway he tells me im insane and whatever anyway, now hes going to read this and think moreso but i need to talk somewhere and what the hell he might as well know. I like him, i dont want to marry him or anything SUPER serious. I just like what we had like a few weeks ago well lately hes been snappy and not calling ...etc all that crap. I know im annoying i guess thats kinda what bothers me about me too lol. I feel like im always messing up, anyway i over look into things but then a few people told me i wasnt and i shouldnt be with him becasue it was going to ruin things. So i called him, he told me i was insane...so im at a college party all night and what do i do? wander around snacking and avoiding people then this one guy was trying to dance with me and i kept telling him no but he was drunk, so finnaly i just pushed him off and left. Then sat around waiting for him to call more. then i went to sleep. Im a party girl. 