I put in my admissions form today for a school, and sent in a application to something in san fran. So *waits* anxiously. Earlier i was too in shock to talk about it but now im calm. So. Clinton....since i know the 8 or so people who read this know who he is....i wont waste time explaining it. Today we talked, for the first time in a long time. When i got out of the car he told me he loved me and kissed me on top of the head. Me being super smooth stuttered that i had to go and got out of the car. Got inside and called Ryan, and he silently glared at me. Over the phone, i know you cant *glare* over the phone but i could tell. I dont know if you are with someone for 2 years, they treat you like hell you treat them like hell....blah blah bad break up then talk 6 months later knowing it wont turn into anything...is it so bad then? The few people i have talked about this too apperently think it is, but still thought id ask. It doesnt seem that bad to me. god and seriously i have been sick for a fucking week, i dont know usally its middle of the night/ early early morning.... but now its all the timmmmme. So! I think my friday might be open! Give me a call or something. Sat im going to watch movvvvvvies. So No saturday for you, this is the point ryan always tells me im just talking for no reason now. *shuts up* *calls ryan*
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Steven,
Im not going to go run off with him or anything. & i was thinking about it last night, im barely going to talk to him, he has to sneak out to see me apperently which i didnt know, and its going to get complicated and messy and all that great stuff, so its just to much of a pain in the ass. As for it being hard for you, do you just mean in terms of me actually hanging out with him or me being upset over him? Both? Just wondering.