lysondra

So!

Steven convinced me to join this site, and yes convinced so here I am. Hmm. I haven't actually looked at the girls yet well not all of them or even most. Thats me in the pic, i may upload more. Or you can click my link to my pic page.So I'll take a moment to introduce myself i suppose, in case anyone wants to know anything. Although i guess i suck at people so i don't know what id say to you anyway. Here i go. So I'm "lysondra" pronounced "lasondra" I work, I'm going to start college in the fall i think. I want to move to California, but there are a few things keeping me here. I'm kinda in a icky mood, so this may not portray the best image of me at this moment, bittersweet boy stuff. So! thats another thing, i worry to much. Really a lot, i mean its kinda insane to follow, sometimes i really don't give a fuck and others i do and a lot. I'm currently involved with someone. I cant stand open doors. Little sweet things that people probably don't notice they are doing mean the most to me. I hate girls. A lot. For the most part. I'm terrified of getting close to people. I'm content staying alone in my house for days. I'm cold. Right now. Wow, i really have nothing much to add. I cant think of anything i kinda have this bittersweet mood going on so its hard to write. I do write poems tho. So...I'm going to go. <3