I feel kind of like I'm wasting time. I don't feel like I have enough hours in the day to get things done (a common thing), and beyond that, I have a hard time making myself do things. I found a slip of paper from the beginning of September with a bunch of goals on it for that month. I think I had like 7...
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I would have a lot of sex with Trent Reznor. I know. That makes me such an aweful girl, but he's so hot. Really.
Brian Wilson is a sad, sad man.
Death Cab puts on a good show.
I'm tired of riana being such a disgrace to our sex. This girl actually gets mad at her boyfriend for not reading her mind.
and, i'm still...
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Brian Wilson is a sad, sad man.
Death Cab puts on a good show.
I'm tired of riana being such a disgrace to our sex. This girl actually gets mad at her boyfriend for not reading her mind.
and, i'm still...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
uggghhh cat pee on the bed? Oh lord... lord.. lord... God help you. 
bridgetwnpeddler:
I was given the impression that these codes are kind of hard wired and don't generally change based on life experience. it may influence but not move them much.
My numbers came out real strong as ENTP and my interests were all over the board. The counselor was saying he rarely see's someone with so much color across the interests spectrum.
also I saw something online about INFJ's being a good match for ENTP's.
My numbers came out real strong as ENTP and my interests were all over the board. The counselor was saying he rarely see's someone with so much color across the interests spectrum.
also I saw something online about INFJ's being a good match for ENTP's.
Sometimes, late at night, I begin to think like a girl. You know. Things like marriage and children and pregnancy. But I never manage to do it "right". If I think about weddings and marriage, I begin to wonder about the practicality of, say, wedding rings. So I do research on line for hours trying to find (a) a website even worth looking at, and...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
hehe... obsessing on the future, don't we all do that all the time? hehe... I am living mine.
job hunting going well. Feeling much more confident and sure that losing my old job was the best thing for me.
job hunting going well. Feeling much more confident and sure that losing my old job was the best thing for me.
I hardly let myself think it; it sounds so trite, so childish, so self-involved and pretentious. But even after admitting all of those things, it's still true. I am so tired of death.
It happens every once in a while. Your grandfather gets ill and slowly, slowly, he dies. It's as though the whole process is being played out at half speed. Less. Those last...
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It happens every once in a while. Your grandfather gets ill and slowly, slowly, he dies. It's as though the whole process is being played out at half speed. Less. Those last...
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aegies:
"goodnight sweet prince. may flights of devils wing you to thy rest."
i always preferred it that way.
i always preferred it that way.
bridgetwnpeddler:
oooo oooo ooooHH!!!!! Mix CD.
Something to brighten my days. Who knew job hunting was so much work! Sheesh!
Job search is going okay so far. Two interviews so far, one I am really interested in (even if they did move the dang job from downtown portland to vancouver.. uggghhh) and one I am not sure how interested I am in it.
I spammed out the resume to 6 other jobs yesterday so I am going to sit and see if any of those come back anytime soon. The one I am the most interested in is at OHSU, great pay and great pension plan and easy commute. Holy Nirvana!!
I made good money before that is for sure. I do not need to make that much again but I probably need to make at least 74K at a minimum. Even at that I would be keeping my eyes out for something a bit better or with a better bonus. I am happy to be out of there but I seriously having trouble finding the right positions.
Something to brighten my days. Who knew job hunting was so much work! Sheesh!
Job search is going okay so far. Two interviews so far, one I am really interested in (even if they did move the dang job from downtown portland to vancouver.. uggghhh) and one I am not sure how interested I am in it.
I spammed out the resume to 6 other jobs yesterday so I am going to sit and see if any of those come back anytime soon. The one I am the most interested in is at OHSU, great pay and great pension plan and easy commute. Holy Nirvana!!
I made good money before that is for sure. I do not need to make that much again but I probably need to make at least 74K at a minimum. Even at that I would be keeping my eyes out for something a bit better or with a better bonus. I am happy to be out of there but I seriously having trouble finding the right positions.
aegies:
like a deer. definitely like a deer.
bridgetwnpeddler:
I thought you wanted people to hit on you????
Slowly, my sources of money are diminishing. And it follows then, that money is also diminishing. And there are all these things I need to do with money. Asside from the very mundane "rent" and "loan payments", I need to buy a yoga mat and a 70's costume so that I can go to a bus party. These are very important things.
Somehow, right now,...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Yoga = 
Lack of money =
Sucks. So what are the options?
Lack of money =
Sucks. So what are the options?
The moon is covered in rust and blood. The moon is hot iron. I pretend I'm sober while driving and insist I watch the road and not the moon, although she seems to come closer to me every moment. As though she is a product of man, a landmark, huge and gaudy, she grows and rises, her curves become more defined, her color more brilliant...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Starved Lion eh? Damn long distance!!! 
9 months is waaaaaaay to short for tattoo'ing of names. Stupid people... . oh man...
Hmmmm... Stout is the best beer? Is there such a thing as "best" when speaking of beer????
9 months is waaaaaaay to short for tattoo'ing of names. Stupid people... . oh man...
Hmmmm... Stout is the best beer? Is there such a thing as "best" when speaking of beer????
Sometimes life is a little boring. But I might have a low paying job if I can work it into my schedule of things. i'd have more hours and the base rate of pay would be a dollar an hour higher here than at the place i want to be working... but i really want to work there.... so we'll simply have to see.
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My mother was adopted, but no one will tell her so. At the age of 21, I have more life experience, more culture, and more understanding than either of my mother's sisters. Her remaining brother, I will not even mention, for you cannot see me roll my eyes.
I could have left the conversation. I could have gotten up and walked out of the Hospice...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Well I do not think either of those statements reflect badly on your mother but only reflect badly on the speaker of the statements. Sometimes with family it is just better to play nice and let such things slide by.
Or you could try to find ways to subtly remind them that such statements only reflect their own stupidity.
Cute hairdo.
Or you could try to find ways to subtly remind them that such statements only reflect their own stupidity.
Cute hairdo.
cyaluminus:
You have a funny head.
Your family seems to know, magically, without having to try, how to make me not want to like them.
Boo.
I'll try, though. I promise.
Your family seems to know, magically, without having to try, how to make me not want to like them.
Boo.
I'll try, though. I promise.
For my mom's birthday, she and I and some of her friends (who are mostly my friends' parents) went out to Marin for a picknic and little hike. When we take food places, we don't do sandwiches and chips. We got out there and all pulled out our bags of communal food which inlcuded couscous, stuffed olives, smoked thai salmon, brie, gouda, chevre, olive bread,...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
oooooo make a good collection of music for me to.
I love music but hardly ever listen to it since I got my good stereo system stoleh years ago... it is a major goal of mine to setup a nice stereo in the new house. Multi Zone (okay computer room, bedroom, living/dining/kitchen, all feeding off of the music loaded into Itunes on my PC...
It is doable and not terribly expensive but outside my reach right now. Probably end up with a Sonos system (www.sonos.com).
How is everything else in your new home?
I love music but hardly ever listen to it since I got my good stereo system stoleh years ago... it is a major goal of mine to setup a nice stereo in the new house. Multi Zone (okay computer room, bedroom, living/dining/kitchen, all feeding off of the music loaded into Itunes on my PC...
It is doable and not terribly expensive but outside my reach right now. Probably end up with a Sonos system (www.sonos.com).
How is everything else in your new home?
bridgetwnpeddler:
your so sweet....