Once again, I'm feeling too much like a failure as an artist. The only thing that makes me a failure, of course, is myself. I've given myself a task. I guess it's kind of like a new year's resolution, because it's starting at the new year, but I don't really do new year's resolutions, so maybe not. My task is to do a self portrait...
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dr_lizardo:
The daily self portrait res is a pretty innovative one compared to the usual. I hope it goes somewhere. I love art and I think being an artist would be inordinately cool but I have very crappy motivational traits. Have a good year, at any rate.
ghaaa. holidays are fun, but things do get overwhelming. i don't like to clean. and i hate my job. but i like buying presents for people.
muah.
muah.
aegies:
breakfast was good. we should do it again, soon.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
ooooh lucky you to have him home!
dr_lizardo:
I think a person't face can often tell you a lot about who they were, but it depends on the particular image and particular person. Certainly it tells you more a bout the person that a name and a date can tell you. It also depends a lot on how deeply the viewer wishes to see things.
Now it's just a matter of waiting. D&N will arrive any moment now... C, tomorrow afternoon. J&E, well, we'll be lucky if they get here by midnight tomorrow night. But that's ok. Then there's J, and she's not coming, which is sad. Some douche hit her car. J&D should get here tomorrow sometime, though who knows when. And I don't know if E is coming...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
And??? well??? how is it all going?
Have a great Thanksgiving... I know I will.
ps.. still love the CD and even with your letter my GF was UBER Jealous... sigh. Just my lot in life. At least the job is good and I love it there compared the the horror that was UPS.
Have a great Thanksgiving... I know I will.
ps.. still love the CD and even with your letter my GF was UBER Jealous... sigh. Just my lot in life. At least the job is good and I love it there compared the the horror that was UPS.
I don't know how to pay off my student loans. And I don't mean that I don't know where the money is going to come from... I mean I don't know where to send it. Or how much. This makes me nervous and it makes me feel really stupid.
sweetbutch:
happy birthday scorpia. i will have to look up this library hotel.
when i do new york, i like a good hotel, a play or three, galleries and kinky sex, if possible, all at once.
luv
sweetbutch
happy birthday scorpia. i will have to look up this library hotel.
when i do new york, i like a good hotel, a play or three, galleries and kinky sex, if possible, all at once.
luv
sweetbutch
bridgetwnpeddler:
I like it.
My mom gave me some white string lights that are now attached to my ceiling and look like of like a glowing vine. This is what happens when I turn the light switch in my room.
Every once in a while, but far too often, I come home after work or after hanging out away from the house and when I walk in the door,... Read More
i feel so much better now, although i've started to have anxiety dreams about the party. it's not that i'm particularly anxious about the party itself at all, but i'm getting so excited that it's making me nauseous. i've been very nauseous lately. i'm such a ridiculous hypochondriac and i keep thinking that i have cancer (which might be true and i won't know unless...
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dr_lizardo:
For a long time I had to work really hard at telling myself that I did not have an aneurysm. When I still had health coverage from my parents I even had a chest x-ray to check for one. I am also very nervous about taking my car in for routine maintenance for fear of something being found amiss, costing some inconvenient amount to repair.
I'd like to get married on the USS New Jersey, that's anchored down at Camden. When I kiss the bride they'll fire off a volley from the 16-inch guns.
I'd like to get married on the USS New Jersey, that's anchored down at Camden. When I kiss the bride they'll fire off a volley from the 16-inch guns.
I drempt last night that I called him, just to see if he was back. He picked up on the first ring and I didn't know what to say, not even "hello." I hung up and woke up and went to sleep sadder than before. When I did, I had a dream that he showed up early again. This time, rather than seeing him in...
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Some of my dearest friends have turned me into a scotch drinker. My other dear friends are disgusted.
Last night I was a little upset, so I decided to go out with some people and see the Borat movie. Only it was sold out. So we went to a bar instead. I drank, because I was unhappy, which is always a bad plan. I proved...
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Last night I was a little upset, so I decided to go out with some people and see the Borat movie. Only it was sold out. So we went to a bar instead. I drank, because I was unhappy, which is always a bad plan. I proved...
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dr_lizardo:
Thanks for stopping by again. There isn't much to be said about the accident at this point.
I also like Scotch. I lke single malts in the summertime when they're warm and the flavors are exploding. But I never drink them wtih the intent of getting massively drunk. Excessive scotch would be the most unpleasant way of getting drunk, it seems to me. Beer overworks your bladder, but wine is a good compromise of alcohol content and drinkability.
I wonder if maybe Stone Cold Fox is a west cost term, as this is the first time i've encountered it. I don't get out much so maybe not.
I also like Scotch. I lke single malts in the summertime when they're warm and the flavors are exploding. But I never drink them wtih the intent of getting massively drunk. Excessive scotch would be the most unpleasant way of getting drunk, it seems to me. Beer overworks your bladder, but wine is a good compromise of alcohol content and drinkability.
I wonder if maybe Stone Cold Fox is a west cost term, as this is the first time i've encountered it. I don't get out much so maybe not.
dr_lizardo:
IT vexes me that i generally cannot manage the clarity of thought and writing style that I see in such persons as yourself.
I guess for me death, or the passage of time, when I'm not confronting the recent death of someone I know, is just another pressure, like money or cultural pressure to think or do certain things, standing over my shoulder disapproving of what I decide to do with my time. I would imagine that it would be different for you, as you seem to have a more open heart than mine, and the death of relatives and other people you know will inevieably hit you harder, even if you do not want it to.
I guess for me death, or the passage of time, when I'm not confronting the recent death of someone I know, is just another pressure, like money or cultural pressure to think or do certain things, standing over my shoulder disapproving of what I decide to do with my time. I would imagine that it would be different for you, as you seem to have a more open heart than mine, and the death of relatives and other people you know will inevieably hit you harder, even if you do not want it to.