lyris

I don't usually hate people. I don't enjoy it. But let me tell you that there are people in my life right now whom I hate. They are manipulative and frankly evil. Truly. Evil. If I were an evil person, I might try to think of something horrible to do to them to ensure pain, suffering, and hopefully, the inability to reproduce. But I am not evil. So I am simply trying to excise them from my life.

In other news, I have an apartment. I live in it with the boy, which means I live mostly alone because he works nights. I'm jobless, which frankly sucks. I hate worrying about money, but what can you do at a certain point? I'm trying to live cheaply and to find a job. I'm also trying to exercise. And to find furniture. Because we're living off the floor right now.

I'm doing art. I am working on a comic, which is pretty cool. And I'm also doing this big thing for to hang in the dining room.

So that's my life. I'm freaking out a little about how happy I am with the boy. I get scared that I'm stuck, which I don't really feel I am, but which scares me. And I need some more friends. Especially considering the fact that I'm jobless.