lyris

How bad is it that I went out for a drink with someone because I thought he was ridiculous?

I met the guy online and he said he just got out of prison for stabbing some guy. I mean, hello? Of course that's not going to impress me. He tangos so I saw him around and he was just so full of himself and sure that I would fall all over him. He said we should go out to coffee and I thought, meh, why not? They guy is sketch-tastic but totally harmless. We ended up (because it was late) at the Montage having a drink rather than coffee and when we were done, he walked me to my car and proceeded to ask me if I wanted to have a fling for the next month that I was in town. I tried to let him down gently, but apparently it didn't work or something. He seemed not to understand and tried to kiss me anyway. I said no, because, uh, I meant no. And he totally stormed off. I thought it was ridiculously funny. I don't do awkward, but that tends to make people around me even more awkward for some reason. So i'm sure that it'll be funny when I see him at tango later. Oh well. But maybe I shouldn't go have drinks with people because I think the situation will be funny. Maybe that's mean.

Whatever.

Why bother if I'm not having a good time, and a good time to me is me laughing. And I laugh at ridiculousness. This, I must say, does not mean that all of the people I know are ridiculous, or that I mean to be a bitch when I am. There are people I genuinely like. Lots of them, actually. But people who assume that because I will hold a conversation with them, that I want to roll around naked with them, those people can suck my dick. And by that I mean that they can storm back to their cars when I tell them I don't want to fuck them.