lyris

Oh my god my thesis is due in a matter of days. I really should put some energy into getting the fucker finished, but it's gotten so boring! I just want to be done with it! I've spent so much time on it and I'm so proud of the ideas that have come from it, but because it's a ''lab'' thesis (you know, as opposed to a theoretically-based thesis), the product that I was going for was DATA, not the Glorified Lab Report that I have to turn in. Which makes doing the Glorified Lab Report a little... boring. Yesterday I gave up on doing any of it and spent Way Too Much Time on the internet talking to this guy I knew when I was a kid. He appealed to my sense of vanity (I'm such a huge narcissist for having such low self esteem) and dammit, right now, I think that's better than my thesis. Having some guy say, "yeah, you're hot" and then move on to something else is just... Wonderful. Of course, it mostly makes me want to laugh, because I don't know what else to do, but laughing is good, too.

Also, I saw Silent Hill yesterday after eating So Much Mexican Food. Holy fuck was that movie bad! But it was exactly what I wanted from it and I love watching scary movies with katastrofei because he thinks it's kinda cute when I worry at his hands and his arm and squeek and practically climb on top of him and say "no no no. no it won't be ok. no don't go over there. that's a bad idea."

All in all, even if it wasn't a Productive day, yesterday was incredibly Satisfying. And that's important.

I'm looking forward to the summer and to moving. I'm going to sell practically everything I own and everything else will get stuffed into the back of the car. Then I'll bum it down to California to live with The Best Girl Ever and hopefully get a job for a while. The plan is to make money enough to pay down student loans so that I can feasably go to Europe and volunteer on organic farms for room and board for a while. You know, live the whole The World Is My Oyster thing.

My tattoo happens in less than two weeks. I'm fucking excited. Somebody stupid looked incredulous when I said what it was and where it was going, but he's a bitch and can suck my cock.

Current goal:
Find a boy that is 6'4 or taller for me to make out with because, being pretty tall myself, I've never gotten the experience of making out with someone significantly taller than myself.
Find a curvy girl to make out with.

I'm sure the novelty of this single thing will wear off... but it hasn't yet.