lyris

Well I didn't get into the Teach For America program, the one thing I applied to. I'm tempted to just stay here, but I can't do that. It would make everything bad-wrong. I guess there's a possibility that my thesis advisor will ask me if I want to stick around and do some work with him and then I might stay for a little while, because at least I would know that I was making money. But as it is... no. Which means... where do I go? I guess I go down to cali and crash with friends and get temp jobs until I can figure out what it is that I want to be doing. Art. Art school. Something. It's not so sad that I didn't get in. But it's scary to really feel like my only option is to be a drifter. Doing things because one has to is always a little scary.