Holy Mother Fucking God Damn!
I am fucking done! I am done!
Also, I think I was offered a job by my advisor to continue doing research. So, yeah. That would kick ass.
It would mean that I would have to stay in Portland and wait a little while to do my The World Is My Oyster tour. However, having a job means making money...
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I am fucking done! I am done!
Also, I think I was offered a job by my advisor to continue doing research. So, yeah. That would kick ass.
It would mean that I would have to stay in Portland and wait a little while to do my The World Is My Oyster tour. However, having a job means making money...
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Oh my god my thesis is due in a matter of days. I really should put some energy into getting the fucker finished, but it's gotten so boring! I just want to be done with it! I've spent so much time on it and I'm so proud of the ideas that have come from it, but because it's a ''lab'' thesis (you know, as opposed...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
I think the single thing has a little more legs in it before it runs you. Seems you are only just starting to hit your stride...
Silent Hill bad? Hrrmmm.. I was having high hopes for that one. Sigh...
Oooohhh new Tat? Exciting... as long as you are happy who gives a f' what others think about it.
K... just so this is all straight in my mind, recently singly sexy thing seeks tale male with convertible or bike to go cruising and have hot makeout sessions?
CURSE YOU GOD FOR MAKING ME SHORT!!!! LOL~~~
But I will send one kiss just for fun.
You never dated anyone significantly taller than you? Tallest girlfriend I ever had or girl I was ever with was probably 5'11" but those girls are pretty rare.
And yeah from my profile pic I do have a convertible I got it last year. It was my first "gift" to myself after having dug myself out of a massive pile of debt.
Silent Hill bad? Hrrmmm.. I was having high hopes for that one. Sigh...
Oooohhh new Tat? Exciting... as long as you are happy who gives a f' what others think about it.
K... just so this is all straight in my mind, recently singly sexy thing seeks tale male with convertible or bike to go cruising and have hot makeout sessions?
CURSE YOU GOD FOR MAKING ME SHORT!!!! LOL~~~
But I will send one kiss just for fun.
You never dated anyone significantly taller than you? Tallest girlfriend I ever had or girl I was ever with was probably 5'11" but those girls are pretty rare.
And yeah from my profile pic I do have a convertible I got it last year. It was my first "gift" to myself after having dug myself out of a massive pile of debt.
All things considered, I'm doing incredibly well. Everything is coming to a close and I am feeling much more isolated than I have of late, but somehow, not in a bad way. I am trying to allow my disconnect from other humans to translate into a connectedness with myself and the rest of matter. I have definitely stepped clear over the line of insanity, but...
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katastrofei:
Sad But Strong: that is your new Native American pseudonym. I decree it.
Also: there is a Panda Girl for you. She may not be as exciting as the San Diego Zoo pandas, but she is[/] hotter.
I give you ten hugs.
Also: there is a Panda Girl for you. She may not be as exciting as the San Diego Zoo pandas, but she is[/] hotter.
I give you ten hugs.
bridgetwnpeddler:
We are all learning how to love all the time, it is a life long process with no end to the journey..
I hope you are feeling better. I assure you closure and contentment with this situation will come... but likely will not come with the expediency that you wish it would. For that you have my sympathy.. I have been there and it sucks.
Other than that how are things? Good? Doing anything with the beautiful weekend weather?
I hope you are feeling better. I assure you closure and contentment with this situation will come... but likely will not come with the expediency that you wish it would. For that you have my sympathy.. I have been there and it sucks.
Other than that how are things? Good? Doing anything with the beautiful weekend weather?
I want to be speaking/writing in another language, but it has been too long since I could speak Spanish with any real proficiency, so I will have to make due with boring English.
I wonder sometimes if my best friends and I are simply living out a lie perpetuated by one another. I have felt self-important because I have such strong bonds with those girls....
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I wonder sometimes if my best friends and I are simply living out a lie perpetuated by one another. I have felt self-important because I have such strong bonds with those girls....
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Wow, you do have a lot going on. I wonder is this related to the crush or the boyfriend... or does it stem from the disappointment of not getting the position you wanted? How much longer do you think you will be in P-Town now that things have not panned out as you hoped and would either of those relationships possibly follow you?
bridgetwnpeddler:
Hrrrmmmm.. if you do not mind me saying, it seems that boyfriends and crushes are not your strong point lately.
Perhaps it is a systemic change you are approaching. Maybe like a inflection point in your life that leads you some place you cannot see from here. Usually that leads to good.
Perhaps it is a systemic change you are approaching. Maybe like a inflection point in your life that leads you some place you cannot see from here. Usually that leads to good.
Well I didn't get into the Teach For America program, the one thing I applied to. I'm tempted to just stay here, but I can't do that. It would make everything bad-wrong. I guess there's a possibility that my thesis advisor will ask me if I want to stick around and do some work with him and then I might stay for a little while,...
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So part of the thing about theis is that you have to defend it in front of four profs at your orals. This doesn't really sound bad to me. I'm not stressing over whether I'll crack up or anything. I think I have a fairly good understanding of what I did for my thesis and why, and all of that other stuff.
However. I'm supposed...
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However. I'm supposed...
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Here's a question off OKCupid. Yeah. Shutup.
All relationships require compromise. Whose? Yours or theirs?
This, I am finding is a very very fucking important question. I look at this and it doesn't take me very long to say (resoundingly) that it is indeed MY compromise that is required. However, and here comes the important part, I would like to assert that no matter who...
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All relationships require compromise. Whose? Yours or theirs?
This, I am finding is a very very fucking important question. I look at this and it doesn't take me very long to say (resoundingly) that it is indeed MY compromise that is required. However, and here comes the important part, I would like to assert that no matter who...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Hmmmm so this person is different than the one you were speaking of regarding the crush earlier..
oh it is getting a bit tangled.
Relationships do require comprimise or eventually the fail. That might be in 1 month, 1 year or 10 years but eventually they fail without it that is for sure.
Sounds like your point is coming across loud and clear. I just hope the person it is intended for it hearing it also.
oh it is getting a bit tangled.
Relationships do require comprimise or eventually the fail. That might be in 1 month, 1 year or 10 years but eventually they fail without it that is for sure.
Sounds like your point is coming across loud and clear. I just hope the person it is intended for it hearing it also.
bridgetwnpeddler:
boyfriend and crush and nekkie girls in the internet... hehe... you get more interesting all the time. and now you are a new color. Gotta run back to work. The man is pulling my leash!!!
Gotta run back to work. The man is pulling my leash!!! I'm getting a new tattoo. A graduation present for myself. I'm terribly excited and really, it's just too hard to focus on anything right now. This will all get done becaue it has to get done, but I'm getting nervous. I'll post some pics when the tattoo exists.
bridgetwnpeddler:
Very exciting though... you have a good studio you like in town?
I'm actually doing quite well at not being psychotic right now. That's pretty fucking cool. I'm not letting little things getting to me and I'm not allowing my own fears to get in the way. No, I didn't lay one on him the other night when I saw him. But I think that's a good thing, too. There's a point at which simply doing something...
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Just when I get him out of my head, he calls me and leaves a message:
Hi. I was just cutting a bell-pepper and I thought of you, so you should get out of your office and call me. Talk to you soon.
Why? I shouldn't have called him back immediately, but I did. I shouldn't have left him a long message, but I did....
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Hi. I was just cutting a bell-pepper and I thought of you, so you should get out of your office and call me. Talk to you soon.
Why? I shouldn't have called him back immediately, but I did. I shouldn't have left him a long message, but I did....
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bridgetwnpeddler:
aren't breakups grand? not.... so much up/down and back/forth sometimes it seems like it will never end and surely it never does as quickly as you want it to. But one thing is sure... it will pass. Time is the enemy here...
good luck
good luck
bridgetwnpeddler:
Does he know you literally swoon for him or is he rather oblivious to the nature of your eye lash batting smiles? 
According to your own description of yourself "Leggy and Buxom" it does not seem like it would be too difficult to take your pick of the lot so to speak.
hrrrmmmm... you go to school or work with this guy?
According to your own description of yourself "Leggy and Buxom" it does not seem like it would be too difficult to take your pick of the lot so to speak.
hrrrmmmm... you go to school or work with this guy?
A friend of mine actually found successful results by using the "missed connections" section of Craigslist personals. How is this possible? What is the likelihood that someone would randomly check there after a silly, brief conversation? Impossible. But now I have become somewhat obsessive about looking. Not because I think it will happen to me, that anyone will write a missed connection for me, I...
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My best friend came up a few days ago to take care of me. You can tell she's my best friend because I called her in tears on Monday afternoon and by Tuesday night, she was at my door. She's been taking care of me. Making sure I eat (and have food in my house to eat), making sure my house is clean (and my...
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