I don't know how to pay off my student loans. And I don't mean that I don't know where the money is going to come from... I mean I don't know where to send it. Or how much. This makes me nervous and it makes me feel really stupid.
sweetbutch:
happy birthday scorpia. i will have to look up this library hotel.
when i do new york, i like a good hotel, a play or three, galleries and kinky sex, if possible, all at once.
luv
sweetbutch
happy birthday scorpia. i will have to look up this library hotel.
when i do new york, i like a good hotel, a play or three, galleries and kinky sex, if possible, all at once.
luv
sweetbutch
bridgetwnpeddler:
I like it.
My mom gave me some white string lights that are now attached to my ceiling and look like of like a glowing vine. This is what happens when I turn the light switch in my room.
Every once in a while, but far too often, I come home after work or after hanging out away from the house and when I walk in the door,... Read More
i feel so much better now, although i've started to have anxiety dreams about the party. it's not that i'm particularly anxious about the party itself at all, but i'm getting so excited that it's making me nauseous. i've been very nauseous lately. i'm such a ridiculous hypochondriac and i keep thinking that i have cancer (which might be true and i won't know unless...
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dr_lizardo:
For a long time I had to work really hard at telling myself that I did not have an aneurysm. When I still had health coverage from my parents I even had a chest x-ray to check for one. I am also very nervous about taking my car in for routine maintenance for fear of something being found amiss, costing some inconvenient amount to repair.
I'd like to get married on the USS New Jersey, that's anchored down at Camden. When I kiss the bride they'll fire off a volley from the 16-inch guns.
I'd like to get married on the USS New Jersey, that's anchored down at Camden. When I kiss the bride they'll fire off a volley from the 16-inch guns.
I drempt last night that I called him, just to see if he was back. He picked up on the first ring and I didn't know what to say, not even "hello." I hung up and woke up and went to sleep sadder than before. When I did, I had a dream that he showed up early again. This time, rather than seeing him in...
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Some of my dearest friends have turned me into a scotch drinker. My other dear friends are disgusted.
Last night I was a little upset, so I decided to go out with some people and see the Borat movie. Only it was sold out. So we went to a bar instead. I drank, because I was unhappy, which is always a bad plan. I proved...
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Last night I was a little upset, so I decided to go out with some people and see the Borat movie. Only it was sold out. So we went to a bar instead. I drank, because I was unhappy, which is always a bad plan. I proved...
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dr_lizardo:
Thanks for stopping by again. There isn't much to be said about the accident at this point.
I also like Scotch. I lke single malts in the summertime when they're warm and the flavors are exploding. But I never drink them wtih the intent of getting massively drunk. Excessive scotch would be the most unpleasant way of getting drunk, it seems to me. Beer overworks your bladder, but wine is a good compromise of alcohol content and drinkability.
I wonder if maybe Stone Cold Fox is a west cost term, as this is the first time i've encountered it. I don't get out much so maybe not.
I also like Scotch. I lke single malts in the summertime when they're warm and the flavors are exploding. But I never drink them wtih the intent of getting massively drunk. Excessive scotch would be the most unpleasant way of getting drunk, it seems to me. Beer overworks your bladder, but wine is a good compromise of alcohol content and drinkability.
I wonder if maybe Stone Cold Fox is a west cost term, as this is the first time i've encountered it. I don't get out much so maybe not.
dr_lizardo:
IT vexes me that i generally cannot manage the clarity of thought and writing style that I see in such persons as yourself.
I guess for me death, or the passage of time, when I'm not confronting the recent death of someone I know, is just another pressure, like money or cultural pressure to think or do certain things, standing over my shoulder disapproving of what I decide to do with my time. I would imagine that it would be different for you, as you seem to have a more open heart than mine, and the death of relatives and other people you know will inevieably hit you harder, even if you do not want it to.
I guess for me death, or the passage of time, when I'm not confronting the recent death of someone I know, is just another pressure, like money or cultural pressure to think or do certain things, standing over my shoulder disapproving of what I decide to do with my time. I would imagine that it would be different for you, as you seem to have a more open heart than mine, and the death of relatives and other people you know will inevieably hit you harder, even if you do not want it to.
Apparently I've been having a lot of urges to write lately, but nothing that I feeling like I should write. NaNoWriMo is going slowly, but ... but but but.
My mind is all distracted because I'm having this party in less than ten days and so many of my most favorite people will be here including the boy i've been waiting to see for three...
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My mind is all distracted because I'm having this party in less than ten days and so many of my most favorite people will be here including the boy i've been waiting to see for three...
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dr_lizardo:
Thanks for stopping by my journal. I realize that often the world is a lot less black and white than I make it out to be, but too often in improtant ways it isn't. I don't bowl a whole lot cuz I'm an antisocial bastard and also because it destroys my guitar picking fingernails.
When you're a famous writer, or artist, and have two houses, you will have to always live where it's winter, but never split infinitives, so as to maintain a productive level of obsessive morbidity. Unless you just want to write for that kids' tv show Barney, if that's still on.
When you're a famous writer, or artist, and have two houses, you will have to always live where it's winter, but never split infinitives, so as to maintain a productive level of obsessive morbidity. Unless you just want to write for that kids' tv show Barney, if that's still on.
fred:
Happy recent birthday!
Good luck on the NaNoWriMo. What's your word count?
Happy recent birthday!
Good luck on the NaNoWriMo. What's your word count?
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Lalala.
I don't really want to have my birthday today. It's tuesday. That's a little boring. Practically speaking, I don't really have any friends. The girl is distractable and we decided to celebrate my birthday tomorrow, as she's apparently planing something special. My boy is a trillion miles away and working on a campaign. It's election day....
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Happy birthday to me.
Lalala.
I don't really want to have my birthday today. It's tuesday. That's a little boring. Practically speaking, I don't really have any friends. The girl is distractable and we decided to celebrate my birthday tomorrow, as she's apparently planing something special. My boy is a trillion miles away and working on a campaign. It's election day....
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Hehe... I do that all the time just want to go away and have solo time for my birthday and let all others expectations die...
also when I write something fairly open in my journal I will often come back and roll my eyes and be like... ummm what the hell was I thinking???
So Happy Birthday, I love your new vanity pic. Hotness!!
Off to deal with some house issues with my dad and to work out the final details of the job offer.
Later,
Sean
also when I write something fairly open in my journal I will often come back and roll my eyes and be like... ummm what the hell was I thinking???
So Happy Birthday, I love your new vanity pic. Hotness!!
Off to deal with some house issues with my dad and to work out the final details of the job offer.
Later,
Sean
aegies:
no friends huh?
In case you didn't know, November is National Novel Writing Month. 30 days, 50,000 words. I'm so far behind. Oh well. Life goes on, right? We'll see how far I get. I've only got just over 1000 words now. Eep!
I should go to yoga today because I didn't go yesterday or the day before OR the day before, but I don't think it's going...
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I should go to yoga today because I didn't go yesterday or the day before OR the day before, but I don't think it's going...
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Well La Dee Da. I have a birthday, which is always fun. I like giving myself an excuse to be excited and pampered and things. However, this year, my actual birthday is a lot less exciting than the party I'm planning for a couple weeks later. Huge fucking nerd that I am, I decided to have a big party and invite everyone from out of...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Ooooo Greco Roman Myth birthday party... what will you be???? Huh???
Oh and by the way, you fucking rock. Disc came today. OMG it is soooooo perfect I must have sex with you now!!!! LOL~~
It is truly great. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
It is like the whip creme and cherry topping on my week of getting the two job offers.
Oh and by the way, you fucking rock. Disc came today. OMG it is soooooo perfect I must have sex with you now!!!! LOL~~
It is truly great. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
It is like the whip creme and cherry topping on my week of getting the two job offers.