lymphae

Things are rough my sg darlings. My anxiety is out of control. Panic attacks seem to rule my life at the moment. Leaving the house is difficult. Even picking up my son from school (which I have to do in 10 minutes), makes me hyperventilate. I had to call my mom this morning when I dropped him off at school and talk to her on the phone the whole way there and the whole way back. This is really sucking so bad. But, I'm not disabled (according to Social Security, mind you.). When you can't live your life and accomplish even the littlest tasks, wtf would you call that?!?! I don't want to live of Social Security, it would just be nice to be able to have a little money to contribute to the household until I get better. Words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. LOVES YA ALL