lymphae

was up all night last night with a panic attack. I hate this shit! I wish my mind was fixed. I get so tired. Still not feeling really well but my wonderful boyfriend stayed up all night with me and put nice cool washclothes on me as i sat in the tub. He even brought my son to school today so i could sleep in. He is a dream! Im sorry that i can be soooo bitchy to him sometimes. I dont mean to, i just have this mental illness called bipolar and it sometimes ruins my life. I wanna cry