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so walking through london bridge station today i realised what i want.

i want to be in a realtionship where i dont have to see the person every day but know that they care about me. my ideal relationship would be living with the person, but not having to do things all the time. ya fair enough as a couple but each person has friends...
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i hate crying. i know this might sound a bit dramatic but you know when you lose someone that means a lot to you? and you keep yourself busy by doing other things that are supposed to make you happy. but when you really think about it nothing makes you happiest than being with this one person... then you realise that it's over and that's...
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fairyjochen:
there is me (nakd) for wont keep u crying (sorry baad translation)biggrin
cheesy:
Aw bunny. *hugs*

I haven't been in that situation so I really don't know what to say.

If this person really doesn't care about you then don't even bother with them. You deserve better.
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oooh man im so tired

just got home again. out with my friends. my new friend Chris has nicknamed me Vancouver. ha ha he's hilarious.

man im so tired. might go see the grit this weekend/. i really hope i do. it will be the last time i'll get to see them

meh time for bed

ooo aaa
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puff:
well i'm not sure about the silly glassed and the hat but the rest are fun ... saying that the silly glasses and hat would prob look better on you than me! smile

Next time I go i'll remember to invite you

clio:
Thanks, babe!

I wonder if Jack has a brother wink

xxx
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aminas new set is fuckin brilliant! i love it. i need someone to shoot another set for me please. anyone?

Hmmmmmmm

had a shit day today. was just grumpy.. guess thats why i used to be called a grumpy monkey. only by one person though, and no one else is allowed to call me that or i'll punch u. ha ha

i cant wait till...
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cld:
I know how that feels...i also had a best friend that did to me. Hope you cheer up soon hon.
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if you pretend it doesnt matter... then will it go away? ooo aaa
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j_diddy:
hrmm, in my experience no, but i wish it would!

and hi right back at ya
s:
Don't pretend . . . you have to know it doesn't matter

Just believe

and yes . . . assuming you are not talking about a physical disfunction . . . it will go away

Maybe not right away . . . but more like . . . wither away
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man i hate not being able to sleep. i honestly wish there was an emotion shut off button and that way nothing bothers you ever!

anyways went out with some friends tonight. had lots of fun! well i went out with one friend but met his friends. ha ha i havent laughed so hard in so long. cant wait to do it again... we're gunna...
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cheesy:
Garlic beer sounds like it would be horrible to drink. puke
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so i just got home.. its after 4am and im so tired. a train and two busses and im home... damn london.

now if you know me, you know that im a little girl inside. when i was in town i was scared shitless. alone, in a big city of london and i had no idea how to get home. well...i managed to grab a...
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olddognewtricks:
Well I can't really complain, now can I? I made the dumb choice to drink too much and now my head is splitting like a tree spliced by a lightning bolt. Arrrg
cheesy:
I hate going places by myself. I know I'm most likely to get lost. It's shameful.

80's music is awesome!

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IM MOVING

yup

end of september


scared? yes.... scared shitless. not sure i can do it.

but i have to
sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.
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BOYFRIEND APPLICATION FORM


1) must treat me like a princess
2) has to love cuddling and giving me kisses
3) wants to be part of a team with me. where we consult eachother and do things together.
4)when im feeling upset. please try and make me feel better. cuddles work best!
5)must like going out to the pub, drinking.. and coming back and eating chicken...
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mark_plus_beer:
you must like going to the cinema / theatre/ comedy gigs / opera (one day i will go) , thats all i ask really biggrin
the_new_scum:
If only the girls around where I live had such criteria. Instead of stuff like that its

"must have a wicked car with lights on da bottom that light up da road and have a big stereo that plays banging scouse house while we drive around endlessly in circles"

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so for the last week a guy at work whos one of the main guys has been coming up to me saying that i've been on the list of like 4 people who are top performers.. sweet. so i figure ya maybe something good will come out of this

so what do i get? more god damn work to do...

i hate my job

speaking...
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imyourgodnow:
sending the money now tongue
cld:
Well if ya got alot on your mind...i'm always here if you ever wanna get some stuff off your chest.