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so

i have no boyfriend here
no close friends
no one who loves me
no job (that i like)

why am i here?

i want to go to canada.. im sick of crying and having no one to cuddle me and tell me it'll be ok
blue_richard:
I know exactly how you feel!
elliott:
have you just moved to the uk? where abouts are you?? I live in London(and am a fellow canuck myself!) and would be more than happy to introduce you to some fun and nice people to make you feel a bit better about the UK situation. let me know my dear and keep your head up! x
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relationships

i hate them

you think you find someone you want to marry and be with for the rest of your life. you fall in love, but then the person you love forgets to love you back

i miss how i used to get emails and txts just to say he missed me. or that he cant stop thinking about me (i've been going through...
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lil_hobo:
Awwww frown Its always sad to reread old emails from when you were so deeply into each other that it hurt frown

Its always difficult to let something like that go...and I'm not entirely sure time does heal things (Or if it does heal, it tends to leave a great scar...) but keep you chin up, smile and remember that ood times are always just around the corner!

Trust me....i'm a doctor!
roreyracoon:
sorry things are so sucky right now. i know when i was in a similar situation i felt like i was wading through a pool of molasses whilst carrying a bag of stones. try not to torture yourself. the heart is so vulnerable. treat yourself to something nice, because you do matter! smile even though it does not seem so right now.
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i need to lose a lot of weight, fast..

anyone wanna buy me lyposuction?
sonja:
wtf, kim?
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i've decided i want to settle down.. well not SETTLE down, but have a boyfriend and be serious with him... BUT i'm not in a place where im going to get that now

i really think what my friend richard told me is what i need to do, which means i move back to canada.

so i guess i should just get the ticket and...
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geoffbryan:
frown
sonja:
canadian GO HOME wink
you know what im thinking no need to repeat myself over and over and over again, right?!
btw yankee just got castrated..poor cat
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good news. i spoke to CAB who told me that i'm entitled to my 1400 back. so im goin to the solicitors tomorrow to see proof that they sent the school my info. once i see that i'll go to the school and ask for my money back since they never registerd me.. if all else fails i take them to small claims court. i...
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metatag:
That's a lot of money. I hope you get it back.
geoffbryan:
1) must treat me like a princess
2) has to love cuddling and giving me kisses
3) wants to be part of a team with me. where we consult eachother and do things together.
4)when im feeling upset. please try and make me feel better. cuddles work best!
5)must like going out to the pub, drinking.. and coming back and eating chicken wings !!
6) must love punk/rock/psychobilly music and know everything about it
7) if one of your friends doesnt like me for a lame reason, please try and sort things out with him. because it's only going to wreck out relationship
8) has to like traveling
9) is prepared to include me in almost everything (except boys days/nights out)
10) must be childish at heart and like cartoons
11) wants to be taken care of by me. I'm very "mom" ish at heart
12) has to like tattoos/piercings
13) must be a bit romantic.. like spending romantic time on the beach and what not

THIS IS ME!
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hmm where are all the men who would do anything for their "girlfriend"??

i woulda thought after a serious relationship that he would be willing to do anything for me.. i feel silly now

you know whats gunna be hard? leaving someone i love so much and would do anything for, but i suppose its for the best. i mean. we want different things. i...
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so i guess u could say that i have a lot on my plate right now

and it blows


one question, for anyone who'd like to help. i just need to know

if you loved someone and they had to move away, would you go with them?

silly question some might say, but to others its a life changer
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sonja:
i think you dont need to ask "us", eventually youll do what you feel like and not listen to anyone else..hehe
btw my answer would be (of course..hehe) yes
sonja:
bahahaha yeahwink
hey have some hfc for me!!! mmmmm food!
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yaaaaaaaaaay got my ticket to germany. cant wait. next thing is my ticket back to canada. that shall be in march. i've decided i've got nothing here in london for me... so what the hell, right? have also found a job so thats cool

guess i've just decided as much as i'd like to pretend, and put time into something. its just not going to...
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sonja:
does that mean youve just stayed in london for this a-hole?! eeek
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaah i hate my job and never wanna go back

theres one option

move to canada?

i dunno what to do
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u know what sucks
how u think your life is going to be the same way for ever, only to one day be turned around and totally changed. you dont see the same things. it hurts. and i cant help but get upset.. knowing im not going to have the same halloween ever again, or no more shopping...

fuck it hurts

but its time to...
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lil_hobo:
Not sure what to say to make you feel better...Hope you stop 'falling' soon and if you need a hand up, drop me a line and i'll try and make you giggle for a while biggrin

Hold on to the good times smile

*Big and probably ineffective world wide Interwebnet Hugz*