lylee

I dunno if why i'm in such an emotional mood lately, but I am. i'm such a girl


Been thinking about my ex, Leland, lately. Nothing bad or that I want to be with him..Just that we got along great as friends. Part of me wished we would have remaind friends rather than dating. We got along very well. I'm not too sure if he just needed a girls companionship or something..but i really dont think he liked me. He wouldnt have been so mean and ignored me all the time. It sucks. dont get me wrong, i am in NO way talking bad about him..i just like to know what goes on in peoples heads and why they do things. It sucked cuz i really care about him as a person but he wants nothing to do with me. I really dont get it.. and i feel bad because he's basically living for his ex and his exs kid..he's getting fucked around by people left right and centre there..but he likes it i guess...i just hope its not too late when he wakes up and realizes all the good things he's letting pass him by

anyways i have the house to myself this weekend. While i do wish that mark was there, i'm looking forward to getting stuff done. I have A LOT of organizing and cleaning to do. it's kind of exciting..but then again lets hope i get my homework done so i have time to do all this...

hmmmm..anyone wanna come over and watch movies?? i'd like to do that this weekend....

ok I gotta get back to work