lylee

so you told me you dont want to be with me..ok. a reason would have helped, you just said you cant be more dependant on me. you've given me many reasons. first you said i was too good for you, i should date someone else without baggage and with a better job..then you said u love me but u dont see it working.
i txt u and tell you i love YOU and i dont want anytone else..thats not good enough. what should i do? i dont know anything. i woke up at 1am and i had to txt you. i dream about you constantly and i dunno why. get out of my head!
i wanted to cut all ties with you today but you txt me cuz you're going to the clinic for an ear ache and you're scared its cancer. i had to reply, of course i did. you're scared! its only in my nature to console people who are scared..so i did. you repliedthat didnt help me be brave for the clinic"
ouch
so yet again, i tried and i failed for you....

you really dont like me huh? what did u pretend to? why did you tell me that you love me and want to marry me and im the one and even send me photos of rings? i feel like it was just a big game for you. thats all i was.you never loved me. you just got hurt by that dumb bitch and you went back to her three times, THREE TIMES! and she cheated on you!! are you stupid?

i swear being a nice girl isnt working out for me but i cant change. so im done..i dont want someone like you anymore. you are never happy with me, you're being rude too. im not going to lie. i love you so much and i cant stop thinking about you-but the fact that i mean nothing to you and i was just a joke? ok fine.. im done