sooooooooo i've found a flight back home. its 733 and a bit extra for another suitcase. i know i've spoke about going home before but i think its time. i have nothing in the uk but arguements and boredom. if i had someone here who cared about me like i cared about them, then i'd stay a bit longer. but its a lost cause.
i wish i had someone who wanted me to be happy, and who tried to make me happy.
i've had a lot of time to think about this and its adding up now.i cant do another arguement over something dumb. it takes a toll on me.
i've never felt so lonely in my life. i dont even have a best friend over here anymore. it sucks
so ya. brad said he would pick me up from the airport....
i was going to talk this over with someone whom i thought was important to me, but tonight that person basically said they dont care about me anymore
i guess this is it..unless anyone can think of a good reason for me not to go?
boooo i have no one to celebrate my 3 years in england this saturday with
i wish i had someone who wanted me to be happy, and who tried to make me happy.
i've had a lot of time to think about this and its adding up now.i cant do another arguement over something dumb. it takes a toll on me.
i've never felt so lonely in my life. i dont even have a best friend over here anymore. it sucks
so ya. brad said he would pick me up from the airport....
i was going to talk this over with someone whom i thought was important to me, but tonight that person basically said they dont care about me anymore
i guess this is it..unless anyone can think of a good reason for me not to go?
boooo i have no one to celebrate my 3 years in england this saturday with
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I don't necessarily think running from our emotional problems is good, but at least it has some hope of making us feel better. maybe we both just need vacations?