lylee

well i had a rad day today. the sun was out and i was somewhere i've never heard of, but it was by the sea and i got talked to many times. there was this one road that was full of pubs and there were lots of people outside...lots of guys without shirts. some i didnt wanna look at. ha ha. one guy had this dumb pick up line about wanting to show me around this shop and then he just pointed to one and started talking. ha ha. i laughed. wasnt in the mood.. o well. it gave me a confidence boost though. and being out and about made me realise that its time to move on in life. i cant keep dwelling on something that isnt there anymore. i mean ya, i will miss a lot of things. however, i cant put the pieces back to the puzzle when a lot of them are lost.

so.. wish me luck, but i think i might actually get off my butt, put one foot forward and take a big step into my new life...

i just cant believe how dumb i am. and ya, i need to look at the bad things more than the good things. i've been doing that lately and it just makes me want to move back home even more and more.

aaaaaaaanyways i'm off to do some packing