lylee

i've decided i want to settle down.. well not SETTLE down, but have a boyfriend and be serious with him... BUT i'm not in a place where im going to get that now

i really think what my friend richard told me is what i need to do, which means i move back to canada.

so i guess i should just get the ticket and go

its so hard saying goodbye to people, but if they dont feel the same way about me.. i guess im just hurting myself by dragging it out