lylee

u know what sucks
how u think your life is going to be the same way for ever, only to one day be turned around and totally changed. you dont see the same things. it hurts. and i cant help but get upset.. knowing im not going to have the same halloween ever again, or no more shopping...

fuck it hurts

but its time to move on. cant say im happy about it, or im not going to cry my eyes out over and over and over again

i think i can honestly say this is the deepest i've ever fallen in my life. thought i had it made.. untill all my dreams faded away.

makes me wonder why we work hard for anything? they say that which doesnt kill us, only makes us stronger. well i can 110% say i'm not strong. im pretty week...

i will be gone, never see it again... and theres no turning back

god im being an emotional cunt. im just glas u got to type down how im feeling, if i left it inside me i would go nuts.....