lylee

so for the last week a guy at work whos one of the main guys has been coming up to me saying that i've been on the list of like 4 people who are top performers.. sweet. so i figure ya maybe something good will come out of this

so what do i get? more god damn work to do...

i hate my job

speaking of which some guy asked me out. ya... i lied and said i'd call him. well what am i supposed to say? "sorry but NOOOOO." well maybe i coulda said that. but i didnt. why? cuz i'm too damn nice.

i just had the nicest bath ever! regardless of me having to clean it before i got in because my housemate doesnt know how to clean up after himself.

Oh i need to come up with about $7000.. please send donations|! ha ha ha

anyways im just rambling on and on.... i should go. just had to type.. have a lot on my mind...


so im not doing so well emotionally.. man im an idiot. i hate this.

http://www.myspace.com/brandonmasonmusic

thats my friends page from back home. listen to the music. but beware! dont listen to it if you're in love with someone who doesnt love you back

the tears wont stop. god i can be so emo sometimes.. but i guess it comes with being a girl