well i have three weeks to see if someone i love really loves me... i think i know what is going to happen and i'll go through heartache but.. well.. not a lot i can do really
you'd think i'd be stoked to go home.. but im not. i guess i will be when im on the plane or when im home. but im not...
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you'd think i'd be stoked to go home.. but im not. i guess i will be when im on the plane or when im home. but im not...
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metatag:
Happy New Year. Wherever you end up living!
fuck. im so sick. i have the worst cold and the guy i live with seems to not care and keeps turning he heat off
if he ever breaks his legs and needs crutches im so going to take them away from him
if he ever breaks his legs and needs crutches im so going to take them away from him
puff:
fucking colds ... ruined my christmas! 
get better soon hunni x
get better soon hunni x
fuck im getting real sick of a friend of mine who wants a relationship but i dont. i keep telling him i just want to be friends but he doesnt take no for an answer. argh! me and him are just friends, ya he's a cool guy to hang out with. but not everyday (like he wants) sad thing is, he's going away with me...
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its official. im sick of england. o well one more week and im out of here. i cant wait!!!! im gunna take a bunch of stuff back with me and over the weeks that i'll be there i will decide if i want to stay there or not.
on another note, its christmas eve. fucking christmas.. i cant wait till its over. bleh
o well...
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on another note, its christmas eve. fucking christmas.. i cant wait till its over. bleh
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metatag:
Christmas is not my favourite time of the year either, but i hop that its been fun.
Have a great new year, wherever you end up living.
Have a great new year, wherever you end up living.
the holiday is a crap movie that isnt funny and its about 3 hours long. do not see it unless u want to commit suicide.
but ya.. only half a day of work tomorrow.7-12.not too bad
fuck im not looking forward to christmas. to be honest if i talk or think about it i'll cry.. how lame am i. i think i'll be going a...
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but ya.. only half a day of work tomorrow.7-12.not too bad
fuck im not looking forward to christmas. to be honest if i talk or think about it i'll cry.. how lame am i. i think i'll be going a...
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mark_plus_beer:
they filmed that movie about a minute away from where in work (the uk part that is )
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ah fuck it. i give up. its a lost cause
on another note, its almost time for canada! fuck ya cant wait
everyone keeps saying i might just like it there so much and stay
ha, that would be funny
on another note, its almost time for canada! fuck ya cant wait
everyone keeps saying i might just like it there so much and stay
ha, that would be funny
metatag:
In the summer its fantastic in Canada, but I think that England is too cold in the winter, so you can guess what I think of the Canadian cold!
sonja:
dont stay there...!!!
sooooo i think way too much. maybe its what i do best, if i might say. but mostly it's bad things..
i know that if two people are still in love after 2 1/2 years then they should take things a step further... and make a decision thats going to affect them for the rest of their life. and to not be scared and let...
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i know that if two people are still in love after 2 1/2 years then they should take things a step further... and make a decision thats going to affect them for the rest of their life. and to not be scared and let...
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bashster:
good luck hun.
sonja:
i think every journal i read from you incl. emotionally being down because of this a-hole..move on..find someone that actually gives a real fuck about you.
just think about all the bullshit and how he's treating you..theres no (happy) future for you guys.
that aint love...that aint even friendship.youre such a cute girl you dont need guys like him in your life..you dont need guys in your life that hurt you..think about it for once,kim!!
i dont wanna read any more depressing journals from you!!!!
ps. sorry for being so damn honest , but somebody needs to say it,dammit!
love you,sister
just think about all the bullshit and how he's treating you..theres no (happy) future for you guys.
that aint love...that aint even friendship.youre such a cute girl you dont need guys like him in your life..you dont need guys in your life that hurt you..think about it for once,kim!!
i dont wanna read any more depressing journals from you!!!!
ps. sorry for being so damn honest , but somebody needs to say it,dammit!
love you,sister
if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you-its yours forever...
well what happends if it comes back, then goes away... then comes back and goes away again... but isnt sure if it wants to stay?
should you let it go away for good?
well what happends if it comes back, then goes away... then comes back and goes away again... but isnt sure if it wants to stay?
should you let it go away for good?
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tc7:
Definitely let it go for good !
In the wise words of Malcolm McClaren............."There's no point flogging a dead donkey"
The longer you let it go on......the harder it'll get and the worse you will feel !
Bin the loser.........and find yourself someone new that will treat you with a bit of respect !
xx
In the wise words of Malcolm McClaren............."There's no point flogging a dead donkey"
The longer you let it go on......the harder it'll get and the worse you will feel !
Bin the loser.........and find yourself someone new that will treat you with a bit of respect !
xx
puff:
cheeky bugger .... that cute accent and those nice boobs don't mean you can pepper me with insults .... well o.k maybe it does but still!
so i've realised i have to move on. i cant make someone have feelings for me, and i cant dwell on the past. ya its hard, especially around chistmas but at least i have people around me who care. and i can get cuddles which make me smile.
anyways i need to lay down. has been a heavy weekend
anyways i need to lay down. has been a heavy weekend
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metatag:
That's a very wise conclusion, even if it is hard.
puff:
firends are much more important anyway hun they're always around!
x
x
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i need alcohol, sex and tattoos
a little escape from reality is what i crave
i need alcohol, sex and tattoos
a little escape from reality is what i crave
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blue_richard:
I want alcohol, sex and tattoos as well
cld:
What all at the same time?
i know i know....a lot of crappyness about christmas. but im starting to get upset more the closer it comes. i dont want to wake up alone on christmas day 
o well nothing i can do. my housemate is going away so i have the house to myself. and yes, sonja, i would come over but i cant afford it i'm affraid.
anyways had class...
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o well nothing i can do. my housemate is going away so i have the house to myself. and yes, sonja, i would come over but i cant afford it i'm affraid.
anyways had class...
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captainhazzard:
There's always going out and getting drunk on Christmas eve option, then its pot luck who you wake up to the next morning ha ha!
Christmas can be a horrible time of year for bringing out the down in people, I'm sure most of us just grin and bear it.
Christmas can be a horrible time of year for bringing out the down in people, I'm sure most of us just grin and bear it.
cld:
Aww i wish i could do something to help ya out.
i've realised why i like the journal on here. i dont know all of the people in real life so i get a very unbiased reply. and thank you for that. i guess i dont have anyone here to really talk to in person about my feelings and stuff. i mean i do, i just dont want to bore anyone with what im thinking. well...
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cld:
Awww i want to cuddle you...but...i live 1000000000 miles away.
sonja:
aww youre just like me...(well, i guess thats normal, when youre a twin, right
??)
and ill tell you this for the gazillionth time forget this a-hole and have some hfc for me.....mmmm
i wanna go hang out at the decadence with you...soon,right?! well probably later but oh well...it will happen again and again annnnnd again
??)
and ill tell you this for the gazillionth time forget this a-hole
and have some hfc for me.....mmmm
i wanna go hang out at the decadence with you...soon,right?! well probably later but oh well...it will happen again and again annnnnd again