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yaaaaaaaaaay got my ticket to germany. cant wait. next thing is my ticket back to canada. that shall be in march. i've decided i've got nothing here in london for me... so what the hell, right? have also found a job so thats cool

guess i've just decided as much as i'd like to pretend, and put time into something. its just not going to...
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sonja:
does that mean youve just stayed in london for this a-hole?! eeek
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaah i hate my job and never wanna go back

theres one option

move to canada?

i dunno what to do
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u know what sucks
how u think your life is going to be the same way for ever, only to one day be turned around and totally changed. you dont see the same things. it hurts. and i cant help but get upset.. knowing im not going to have the same halloween ever again, or no more shopping...

fuck it hurts

but its time to...
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lil_hobo:
Not sure what to say to make you feel better...Hope you stop 'falling' soon and if you need a hand up, drop me a line and i'll try and make you giggle for a while biggrin

Hold on to the good times smile

*Big and probably ineffective world wide Interwebnet Hugz*
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fuuuuuuuuuuuuck. i've never been so confused in my life frown frown
sonja:
why's that, kim?
lionsden:

I'm confused right now
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well im back in london. wasnt too happy about it at first cuz i miss my parents big time. but i hung out with someone special to me. i fell asleep for a bit but i can honestly say it was great. sleeping while he watched tv. hard to explain but it felt right

anyways im so confused as to what im gunna do. aaaaah...
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Soooo i got tattood yesterday. my first tattoo. it wasnt that bad. well.. i got 2 tattoos on my chest. it fuckin stings. well the outline does. the color isnt that bad but its weird having the gun right against my cheek. im surprised i was ok with it. i want more. i'm addicted

please donate to my tattoo fund smile ha ha

went to the...
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puff:
u can't move back ... i've not seen ur tats yet .. jeez xxx
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I'm lonely and it sucks... I need someone who wants to cuddle me and tells me he loves me.. but he needs to give me space as well. Over the last couple of weeks i've realised I need space. I mean when i'm on the computer-DO NOT SIT IN THE SAME ROOM WITH ME AND TRY TO READ WHAT I'M SAYING (never go on holiday...
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so i think im going to run away from all my problems. gunna pack up and head off. not tell anyone when im going to do it

i feel like complete and utter shit right now. i'm on holiday right now at my parents house in canada. when i first got here my step dad made me feel horrible. called me fat and really made...
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lil_hobo:
Awww frown I know its easy to say, and difficult to put ito practise, but don't let him get to you! Ignore him (if thats possible whilst in the same house) he sounds like an obnoxious, insensitive type of fella...just ignore him! smile

I know exactly how you feel when you need to vent and theres no one but a journal to turn to, but by writing it down it helps me a lot....odd isnt it?

Anyway hopes you cheer up soon biggrin

PS your NOT fat smile
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i give up. its gunna be hard.. but i need to get by.

i need help and support

ARRR!!! ooo aaa blackeyed frown frown
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jmp:
Hey Kim,

Sending you a hug from me too.

Hope it all works out for you.
puff:
well i'd sent u a hug but itll have gone off by the time it gets there ... i can send smarties or something instead if u like?
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well.. went to the beach today. was nice. bad thing is it takes about 2 1/2 hours to drive there

lots of thinking i've done lately. not too sure what im going to do. but if things keep going the way they are... im sure i know what i wanna do

i've decided i know what i want

i want to be in a relationship...
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well its good to be home but i could never move back to this house again. my mom drives me nuts. shes alright but then she tries to tell me what to do. and i dont mean like "clean your room, move your car" type things. i mean like in life and stuff. she drives me nuts sometimes. i should just move in with lindsey.....
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theknives:
That was exactly my plan too...marry the man I love, live with him in London......hope it goes better for you than it did for me sweetie! *crosses fingers* kiss