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got my cable all set up, so i'm back online. just need to set up a router and all that so my new roommate can share the internet connection, since she's paying half.
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still have shit to sort out in the garage at the old place. so much crap. fuck mementos. fuck souvenirs. it's all being thrown out. those of you who have meant something to me will be in my mind and heart forever, i don't need to hang on to your little tokens. they're gone. no more clutter, no more hanging on to things i don't need. this move is a chance to pare my life down to neccessities and get rid of anything superfluous.
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we found out this week that the 17th of july will be the last day for the majority of the staff at work. we'll be left with a skeleton crew to close down the store and get rid of all the fixtures and furniture. which means it will probably just be seven of us left after that, just the managers.
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not sure if my trip up the coast is going to happen after all. it looks like the store is closing a bit sooner than we expected and there's no way in hell i'm riding my motorcycle across arizona in july... that, and i may have a job lined up starting the 1st of august... fuck. i need to get out of town. and not just a little vacation to see family. i need the time away from everyone to do a little thinking and soul searching and that sort of crap. bleh.
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more later, i've got some unpacking to do.