two updates in 12 hours. Yep, getting to journal whore levels here 
I'm watching the 40 year old virgin. Holy shit. I finally get it. That shit was me when I was in my teens. well not the man o' lantern or the girl with the installed breathalyzer (ew), but everything else. I'm beginning to feel like all of that stuff you go through when...
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I'm watching the 40 year old virgin. Holy shit. I finally get it. That shit was me when I was in my teens. well not the man o' lantern or the girl with the installed breathalyzer (ew), but everything else. I'm beginning to feel like all of that stuff you go through when...
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akirali:
Unfortunately I have not seen the 40 year old Virgin, and the allegory is lost on me 
Prom.
Heh. I've no clue whether or not to go. I'd like to, but it's one of those situations where I dont know if I'd know enough people to make it worth it. I wonder what it's like to go to a gathering like this though.
Anyone want to go with me?
Heh. I've no clue whether or not to go. I'd like to, but it's one of those situations where I dont know if I'd know enough people to make it worth it. I wonder what it's like to go to a gathering like this though.
Anyone want to go with me?
mercie:
If he don't dance he ain't no friend of mine.
Really, it's true, most people in general suck at dancing. as long as you have a little rhythm it's not about fancy shit. I mean hell, I just got over my whiteness this year, and started waving my hands and arms about while I danced instead of looking stiff. It's a matter of just getting comfortable I guess. And I always feel comfortable at Central.
Really, it's true, most people in general suck at dancing. as long as you have a little rhythm it's not about fancy shit. I mean hell, I just got over my whiteness this year, and started waving my hands and arms about while I danced instead of looking stiff. It's a matter of just getting comfortable I guess. And I always feel comfortable at Central.
A few questions since I have nothing of note to write
1. What's the funniest thing you've ever watched on tv/computer?
the X-mas light revue. I know it's not the most amazing thing, but it's funny and at the same time amazing and has that quality that can send you back to your childhood.
also, finding out the internet is for porn was pretty...
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1. What's the funniest thing you've ever watched on tv/computer?
the X-mas light revue. I know it's not the most amazing thing, but it's funny and at the same time amazing and has that quality that can send you back to your childhood.
also, finding out the internet is for porn was pretty...
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mercie:
toldya.
what's your e-mail? I'll try to remember to send it on gmail later on or something.
what's your e-mail? I'll try to remember to send it on gmail later on or something.
mercie:
I'm sending velapene screen to you as I type. It had to go one song at a time, so you'll have 6 e-mails from me. I tried to ZIP it but even that was too large. Oh well, you'll have it when you check your e-mail!
there's only us, there's only this
forget regret, or life is yours to miss
no other road, no other way
no day but today......
simply put, I'm tired.
I put a review in for ign's anime review board. If they like it I will be a freelance writer for them. I wrote about Godannar vol. 2 simply because it's the latest edition to my collection....
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forget regret, or life is yours to miss
no other road, no other way
no day but today......
simply put, I'm tired.
I put a review in for ign's anime review board. If they like it I will be a freelance writer for them. I wrote about Godannar vol. 2 simply because it's the latest edition to my collection....
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samling:
please don't ever get a tramp stamp.
kallisti:
THank you for giving Razorfist props! Too few recognize the talent on the other side of the lens.
only first day back from vacation and I can feel the bullshit trying to creep back down my throat.
How do I beat it? I watched anime all day when I had nothing to do. Now I'm here at home between episodes of Oz and reading the idiot's guide to Tarot. According to a Celtic Cross reading I did, for me to make new friends...
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How do I beat it? I watched anime all day when I had nothing to do. Now I'm here at home between episodes of Oz and reading the idiot's guide to Tarot. According to a Celtic Cross reading I did, for me to make new friends...
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mercie:
I was just telling kitschy in a comment that it's not the numeric value of my age that bothers me, really it isn't. 26 is A OK with me as long as I still look 21. BUT, the issue comes in when I start to LOOK my age, and every year I get older is another year closer to the day I'll notice that in my face, and my hands... you know? I'm still a big kid myself, so yeah, maybe I make sense, maybe I don't.
mercie:
As for your journal entry, which I just read...
Good questions. I think we develop as induvisuals. No, I KNOW we develop. It's NOT hardwired. There are certain traits that I've found are hardwired in me, but not my entire being. For example, I've NEVER been a patient person. When I want something or am expecting something, I want it NOW. Wait for an answer? NO, it kills me. Patience is NOT one of my virtues. Hardwired.
However, after being with someone who controlled my likes and dislikes to his specifications, I've broken out and seen that I have so many things about me I never knew I liked or even disliked. I never thought 5 years ago I'd model for a website NUDE. oh gasp. Now it's not even a fucking big deal at all, moreover, I'm PROUD of it.
Lastly... When my best friend Scott shows me music, he's the ONE source from which I hear all new things, things I never knew existed, and things coming out now... When I hear this stuff, it's almost a 99% chance I will like it if he does, not for the same reasons all the time, but sometimes, yes. It makes me feel like maybe he sees it as a ploy to get closer to him or something, just SAYING I like something. Radiohead is a good example. He LOVES them, and it was out one musical difference for an entire year. Recently, he sent me a buttload of their songs, HIS favorites and a few others, and I just let them sit in my winamp for awhile. Then one day I'm listening and I start to hear the things I appreciate about them.
So I don't feel like a sheep. I just feel like my eyes are opened up a little more sometimes (in this case, my ears are opened up more
). Follow me?...
Good questions. I think we develop as induvisuals. No, I KNOW we develop. It's NOT hardwired. There are certain traits that I've found are hardwired in me, but not my entire being. For example, I've NEVER been a patient person. When I want something or am expecting something, I want it NOW. Wait for an answer? NO, it kills me. Patience is NOT one of my virtues. Hardwired.
However, after being with someone who controlled my likes and dislikes to his specifications, I've broken out and seen that I have so many things about me I never knew I liked or even disliked. I never thought 5 years ago I'd model for a website NUDE. oh gasp. Now it's not even a fucking big deal at all, moreover, I'm PROUD of it.
Lastly... When my best friend Scott shows me music, he's the ONE source from which I hear all new things, things I never knew existed, and things coming out now... When I hear this stuff, it's almost a 99% chance I will like it if he does, not for the same reasons all the time, but sometimes, yes. It makes me feel like maybe he sees it as a ploy to get closer to him or something, just SAYING I like something. Radiohead is a good example. He LOVES them, and it was out one musical difference for an entire year. Recently, he sent me a buttload of their songs, HIS favorites and a few others, and I just let them sit in my winamp for awhile. Then one day I'm listening and I start to hear the things I appreciate about them.
So I don't feel like a sheep. I just feel like my eyes are opened up a little more sometimes (in this case, my ears are opened up more
). Follow me?...so how's your hangover?
I spent the eve with akira and buster_hymen doing what we do best; gaming, movies, porn, anime, obscure pop-culture referencing, watching stuff from Mr. Dibbs. Anyone need porn? look no further than mario giving peach the 'ol power up. Yes I do feel dirty for saying that.
Also met akira's cousin 'rez. Another good soul. or at least another soul that's...
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I spent the eve with akira and buster_hymen doing what we do best; gaming, movies, porn, anime, obscure pop-culture referencing, watching stuff from Mr. Dibbs. Anyone need porn? look no further than mario giving peach the 'ol power up. Yes I do feel dirty for saying that.
Also met akira's cousin 'rez. Another good soul. or at least another soul that's...
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mercie:
you have journal-love in my entry currently. 
mercie:
Remember the heartagram necklace I always used to wear (and then suddenly I developed a reaction to the metal)? My best friend that I always mention (scott) he got that heart necklace for me after I was so heartbroken that I couldn't wear my heartagram anymore. He even made sure it was coated with something so that I didn't have a reaction to it. It's awesome when people think ahead for gifts-just-because like that. It's special to me.
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mercie:
GUITAR HERO IS THE BEST!!!
yay!
ALSO, I just got the Erasure DVD in the mail, you are DARLING SWEET wonderufl boy for getting that for me, I've been DYING to pick it up and I was SO happy when I opened my package today and it was in there!! You're so niceee!! I wasn't expecting that at ALL, and your message was awesome too.
You made my night, seriously, I have it on now and I'm jamming along with Andy Bell's gay little self. He's the gayest gay that ever gayed. I love him.
Thank you again, I can't say it enough!! <33
yay!
ALSO, I just got the Erasure DVD in the mail, you are DARLING SWEET wonderufl boy for getting that for me, I've been DYING to pick it up and I was SO happy when I opened my package today and it was in there!! You're so niceee!! I wasn't expecting that at ALL, and your message was awesome too.
You made my night, seriously, I have it on now and I'm jamming along with Andy Bell's gay little self. He's the gayest gay that ever gayed. I love him.
Thank you again, I can't say it enough!! <33
mercie:
new year's turned out well after all. I'm updating in a minute, but I realized DUH we aren't pals on here. Let's do that.
you read that whole last entry? more power to you.
you read that whole last entry? more power to you.
I swear to you that the RENT review is coming. I'm checking facts. I'd rather be late then wrong.
However, I have to say something about Richard Pryor dying.
I'm not a fan of Pryor. Not because I dislike him, but because I never listened to him. This changed tonight thanks to a good friend. I now see the wit and the ferocity that many...
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However, I have to say something about Richard Pryor dying.
I'm not a fan of Pryor. Not because I dislike him, but because I never listened to him. This changed tonight thanks to a good friend. I now see the wit and the ferocity that many...
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buster_hymen:
SUHWEET!!!
buster_hymen:
I'm mad at the fact that you actually saw Sidekicks in a year with a 2 as the first number! YOU BASTARD!!
The promised review of RENT will come this weekend as I'm busy with work and sleep. However, a quick edition of of Fair Warning for those who just cant sleep.
Fair Warning: Resident Evil 4 on PS2.
For the Gamecube faithful who took a shot at this when it was part of the Capcom 7, The PS2 version is a faithful port of the RE4...
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Fair Warning: Resident Evil 4 on PS2.
For the Gamecube faithful who took a shot at this when it was part of the Capcom 7, The PS2 version is a faithful port of the RE4...
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I saw RENT. Very good. Try to write review tomorrow.
However, review in less than twenty words:
What is it about a movie that makes you sad to leave the theater?
However, review in less than twenty words:
What is it about a movie that makes you sad to leave the theater?
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ap0ge3:
A friend of mine saw it and has been singing the soundtrack non-stop. And now you say you love it... damn. I definitely need to see it now. Rosario Dawson all cracked out is worth it enough.
ap0ge3:
Woo, Need for Speed - I kick butt at the drag races. But.. hrm, never been to Vegas... I need to go to Star Trek: The Experience, lol.