So I'm sitting here looking like a Sears Mannequin waiting to go into work. I seriously need to quit this job and go into the sex business or something.
All kidding aside, i got an interview with a TV network this week. This is a big WOO-HOO type deal, so wish me luck geek bretheren.
I'm a lucky sonofagun. I have a car, a decent...
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All kidding aside, i got an interview with a TV network this week. This is a big WOO-HOO type deal, so wish me luck geek bretheren.
I'm a lucky sonofagun. I have a car, a decent...
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AAAAAAND IT'S TIME TO FIND A NEW JOB!!! DING DING DING DING DING!!!
I'm pretty well and fed up with this job. I know there's always a fair amout of bullshit when you take a job. You always get stuck with the short end of the stick... but with this job I've become a piece of meat torn between two lions.
I work for a...
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I'm pretty well and fed up with this job. I know there's always a fair amout of bullshit when you take a job. You always get stuck with the short end of the stick... but with this job I've become a piece of meat torn between two lions.
I work for a...
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akirali:
I know that feeling. I'm looking for something in the middle myself. I don't want to be a corporate drone, but I also don't want to get indentured servent wages either. What to do, what to do?
aeryn:
yeah I wouldn't think jeans that need to be dry-cleaned are my style either but well here I am.
a 1up to akira for the pic.
There's going to be a helluva lotta snow soon. meh.
I'm really beginning to love this place. I'm on the boards more than I'm looking at the girls. Not too much more though
I've got to say a big thank you to Sloane, Night, and Gage for their sets. They have, no lie, changed my outlook...
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There's going to be a helluva lotta snow soon. meh.
I'm really beginning to love this place. I'm on the boards more than I'm looking at the girls. Not too much more though
I've got to say a big thank you to Sloane, Night, and Gage for their sets. They have, no lie, changed my outlook...
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charlize:
No luck with strip clubs??? What's the problem???
akirali:
Nah, I don't think she's gonna change back. She has no reason to, and she's been working for Xavier form about a decade (real-time) at this point. No reason to make her go back.
Ya know.... this had to be one of the weirdest weeks i've ever had.
Tuesday I got new glasses. Real cute, but not really effective. the curve of the lenses make it hard to focus and puts my driving and walking skills out of whack. Of course those are my two favorite things to do that dont involve TV or alcohol.
My car got hit...
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Tuesday I got new glasses. Real cute, but not really effective. the curve of the lenses make it hard to focus and puts my driving and walking skills out of whack. Of course those are my two favorite things to do that dont involve TV or alcohol.
My car got hit...
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porcelainheart:
thanks. 
porcelainheart:
couch patch. and car. it's hard to pick.
Things are better journal.
i finally learned how to fix audio levels at work. was a definite confidence booster. The fear and the anxiety are still there though. No one in my company is doing what I do for them. Yet somehow, I'm still over my head or bored depending on what's going on. The only thing I think I'd be good at otherwise is...
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i finally learned how to fix audio levels at work. was a definite confidence booster. The fear and the anxiety are still there though. No one in my company is doing what I do for them. Yet somehow, I'm still over my head or bored depending on what's going on. The only thing I think I'd be good at otherwise is...
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akirali:
I'm quickly becoming a Keanu fan 
(by the way I saw it 3 times since it came out )
(by the way I saw it 3 times since it came out )
akirali:
P.S. You need to get a pic up in your profile. Are you working pledge this week? I'll bring my camera in and take a shot for ya
I cant take much more of this.
Ever since i took this job last november I've been nothing but stressed out and worried and fearful. And I dont even know why. I cant relax about it either and let it ride, for some reason my programming wont accept the commands to relax. I've come home in tears at least three times in the last month...
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Ever since i took this job last november I've been nothing but stressed out and worried and fearful. And I dont even know why. I cant relax about it either and let it ride, for some reason my programming wont accept the commands to relax. I've come home in tears at least three times in the last month...
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charlize:
I'm sorry. I know how it feels to hate a job so much. Would it be possible for you to find another job? One maybe less stressful. I'm sure that is easier said than done, though. But, it doesn't even sound like it is worth it for you, at least from my perspective. As far as finding someone, I wouldn't be too stressed about it. You are only 22, I'm sure someone will snap you up! I think everyone is afraid of being alone and not being accepted. I worry about it sometimes because my mother is 48 and never been married or even really been in a serious relationship. Sometimes I thought I would be hung with the same fate, but it is all a myth. My mother's past does not have to be my future. I am sure there is some underlying past issue that has created those feelings and the best advice (if you even want advice) is to accept it. People are always trying to rid themselves of parts that they believe are "bad" but really they should just embrace it and it makes it tons easier to deal with. Also, things always seem to work out eventually. Feel better! 
I'm sorry. I know how it feels to hate a job so much. Would it be possible for you to find another job? One maybe less stressful. I'm sure that is easier said than done, though. But, it doesn't even sound like it is worth it for you, at least from my perspective. As far as finding someone, I wouldn't be too stressed about it. You are only 22, I'm sure someone will snap you up! I think everyone is afraid of being alone and not being accepted. I worry about it sometimes because my mother is 48 and never been married or even really been in a serious relationship. Sometimes I thought I would be hung with the same fate, but it is all a myth. My mother's past does not have to be my future. I am sure there is some underlying past issue that has created those feelings and the best advice (if you even want advice) is to accept it. People are always trying to rid themselves of parts that they believe are "bad" but really they should just embrace it and it makes it tons easier to deal with. Also, things always seem to work out eventually. Feel better! The reference used in the last journal: 'Redd' my GBA was a nod to a nickname Jean Grey (my favorite comic character) used during "The Adventures of Cyclops and Pheonix". Geek bretheren holla back.
So I'm back from NOLA. I went out every night, met and hung with several people all real A-type personalities that work seventy hour weeks and rock their faces harder than...
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So I'm back from NOLA. I went out every night, met and hung with several people all real A-type personalities that work seventy hour weeks and rock their faces harder than...
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akirali:
Hmm, where to go next? How bout Key West. Its so beautiful there. Hurry before all the fucking frat packers co-opt it for spring break though. I mean you gotta love a city where everynight everyone gets together on a pier and watches and applauds the sunset.
Alright let's get it started journal.
I've been working ten to twelve hour days all week this week getting stuff ready for a weekend conference I have to miss because I'm going to New Orleans to attend a meeting.... That everyone will be too drunk to care about. I wish i could bring my laptop to pass the time...
...until i realize that's my issue....
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I've been working ten to twelve hour days all week this week getting stuff ready for a weekend conference I have to miss because I'm going to New Orleans to attend a meeting.... That everyone will be too drunk to care about. I wish i could bring my laptop to pass the time...
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charlize:
I didn't get your reference. Sorry, I am a loser. That is really sweet that you are sending your friend flowers. And, I do find it odd that you want a computer in New Orleans, but hey, to each his own! 
And, I do find it odd that you want a computer in New Orleans, but hey, to each his own! dood...
Richard Branson is my hero. Buys an island when he was 24 and now he's chartering flights into space.
I WANT THAT....WHY NOT ME!!
but enough about that.
I met my new gen. practice doctor today journal. I got to decline medication. I did ritalin for years, no need to revisit that again. It's funny but I actually seem to love the stress. I...
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Richard Branson is my hero. Buys an island when he was 24 and now he's chartering flights into space.
I WANT THAT....WHY NOT ME!!
but enough about that.
I met my new gen. practice doctor today journal. I got to decline medication. I did ritalin for years, no need to revisit that again. It's funny but I actually seem to love the stress. I...
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p00ka:
Welcome, Spingfield! Have a blast in NOLA & bring back lots of crazy stories.
lufy:
Welcome to SG. Akira says you're legit - and what Akira says, goes 'round these parts.
Riiiiiiiiight......
Hi journal, I'm Kyle and it's nice to meet you. I have a love/hate relationship with my job and it's hard for me to make new friends. You'll hear alot about that.
My mom's a cancer survivor and my dad's been independent since he was 18. I come from a Naval family and I hate the fact we're ever went to Iraq.
I hate...
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Hi journal, I'm Kyle and it's nice to meet you. I have a love/hate relationship with my job and it's hard for me to make new friends. You'll hear alot about that.
My mom's a cancer survivor and my dad's been independent since he was 18. I come from a Naval family and I hate the fact we're ever went to Iraq.
I hate...
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chiclet:
Hello!
_pauly_:
Welcome sir
...Not that there's anything wrong with that
*edit*
but if you insist:
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Yeah, I can't compete with that.