What is wrong with me?
Well thats a funny question. Itd be really easy just to say that fear is my problem. Its not the truth. It goes much deeper than that. I think part of it has to do with my borderline obsession of finding someone to love and be loved by. Im dependant on the feelings of others and the acknowledgement of my...
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Well thats a funny question. Itd be really easy just to say that fear is my problem. Its not the truth. It goes much deeper than that. I think part of it has to do with my borderline obsession of finding someone to love and be loved by. Im dependant on the feelings of others and the acknowledgement of my...
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Pope John Paul the Second has died today.
I'm not a man who follows a religion, but a man who worked his life to improve the life of many others has died. I am grieved.
Karol Jzef Wojtyla
(Pope John Paul II)
1920-2005
Another Dead Hero
That being said, I'm going to see Sin City tonight. I'll write a review if my mind still isn't...
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I'm not a man who follows a religion, but a man who worked his life to improve the life of many others has died. I am grieved.
Karol Jzef Wojtyla
(Pope John Paul II)
1920-2005
Another Dead Hero
That being said, I'm going to see Sin City tonight. I'll write a review if my mind still isn't...
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sysca:
It is really sad
He was a man, he was a hero...
He was a man, he was a hero...
aeryn:
Hmmm really? hadn't noticed.
But Sin City looks great.
But Sin City looks great.
BLARGH.
So my body decides to get sick. I need chicken soup and a marmoset.
I think I have a plan for the future. I've always called them the "McDonalds jobs of my field" but maybe wedding/event videography and editing wouldn't be a horrible thing. Make a grand a weekend, have week to do random stuff, buy a mac and get shiny copies of FCP,...
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So my body decides to get sick. I need chicken soup and a marmoset.
I think I have a plan for the future. I've always called them the "McDonalds jobs of my field" but maybe wedding/event videography and editing wouldn't be a horrible thing. Make a grand a weekend, have week to do random stuff, buy a mac and get shiny copies of FCP,...
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akirali:
Nope, QT made up Jack Rabbit Slims. Kinda sucks huh? There go all my dreams of having Buddy Holly serve me a $5 shake.
akirali:
I know I don't have to tell you this, but go see Sin City. NOW!!!
Is it supposed to suck to be a "good" person?
Are we supposed to be afflicted with low self esteem and coping skills?
Are we supposed to be lonely and put down to the point where we shut down and shut out those that may be worth opening up to? Are we supposed to be ignorant of those that may like us because we cant...
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Are we supposed to be afflicted with low self esteem and coping skills?
Are we supposed to be lonely and put down to the point where we shut down and shut out those that may be worth opening up to? Are we supposed to be ignorant of those that may like us because we cant...
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akirali:
I'd give advice, but seeing as how I'm in the same boat as you, it would be the blind leading the blind
akirali:
Thanks for signing up for my psp
I just got word that you completed your offer. 2 down, 3 to go
I just got word that you completed your offer. 2 down, 3 to go Fair Warning:
Since I paid for this space, I care nothing about spoilers. Out of respect of my friends who may read this and not have seen it, I'll try my best not to spoil.
The Ring Two.
This movie sucked horrible, horrible dick. I wanted to start out by putting that point out there in a much more eloquent manner, but there is no...
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Since I paid for this space, I care nothing about spoilers. Out of respect of my friends who may read this and not have seen it, I'll try my best not to spoil.
The Ring Two.
This movie sucked horrible, horrible dick. I wanted to start out by putting that point out there in a much more eloquent manner, but there is no...
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annalee:
Thank you for the nice comment on my set! Im glad you liked those two, I was pleased with them too. maybe I should do an audio intro and play the piano then! 
akirali:
Meh, I have a younger brother and I'm still a socially awkward punk 
A review of "The Ring Two" In one snarky sentence:
I would not pee on this movie to put out a fire.
A more in depth review tomorrow if i can remember it at all.
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Also, need opinions on piercings... would like to get nips pierced and need thoughts from those that have and those that like to see what's out there as I...
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I would not pee on this movie to put out a fire.
A more in depth review tomorrow if i can remember it at all.
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Also, need opinions on piercings... would like to get nips pierced and need thoughts from those that have and those that like to see what's out there as I...
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akirali:
haha! thats pretty much how I felt about the first one too 
aeryn:
Hey I hope you had a good green day...
and back reading I wanted to applaud your bravery about talking about your depression and for seeking help. I think depression- with out a clear "cause" it probably worse to deal with - if you could I say "I'm depressed about ___" you could do something. So my heart goes out to you...and we are all here to read and listen so talk about it all you need.
and back reading I wanted to applaud your bravery about talking about your depression and for seeking help. I think depression- with out a clear "cause" it probably worse to deal with - if you could I say "I'm depressed about ___" you could do something. So my heart goes out to you...and we are all here to read and listen so talk about it all you need.
mercie:
OK, a couple things.
(A) I like how you said there are moments you want to pick out and "put in your pocket." Well said. I concur.
(B) Endoscopic specialist? What sort of endoscopies do you do? I used to work in a GI doctor's office for about 3 years and I scheduled EGD's and colonoscopies all day long. People wonder why I'm not bothered by conversations about bowel movements. duh.
(C) Anime counts. I own the first disc of Escaflowne on DVD but never had the time, money, or motivation to buy the rest, but it's definitely one of my favorite series EVER. I don't watch MUCH anime, but the anime I do like, I adore.
OK, have a great day.
(A) I like how you said there are moments you want to pick out and "put in your pocket." Well said. I concur.
(B) Endoscopic specialist? What sort of endoscopies do you do? I used to work in a GI doctor's office for about 3 years and I scheduled EGD's and colonoscopies all day long. People wonder why I'm not bothered by conversations about bowel movements. duh.
(C) Anime counts. I own the first disc of Escaflowne on DVD but never had the time, money, or motivation to buy the rest, but it's definitely one of my favorite series EVER. I don't watch MUCH anime, but the anime I do like, I adore.
OK, have a great day.
it's still the 17th for me so....
I dont care that I didn't meet any cute girls.
I dont care that I now have this burning desire to marry a pale skinned, firey red-headed irish girl.
I dont care that I got overcharged for the Guinness.
All I care about is...
FIGHT FOR THE GREEN.
Peace the motherfuck out from a true black irishman.
I dont care that I didn't meet any cute girls.
I dont care that I now have this burning desire to marry a pale skinned, firey red-headed irish girl.
I dont care that I got overcharged for the Guinness.
All I care about is...
FIGHT FOR THE GREEN.
Peace the motherfuck out from a true black irishman.
On advice from a good friend, I'm going to ignore my last post and bitch away.
I'm severely depressed. I go through the day anxious and nervous about the next thing thats going to go wrong. I obsessively worry about the most pointless things and the things that I cannot control. I wake up in the morning usually 1.5 hours before my alarm. There are...
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I'm severely depressed. I go through the day anxious and nervous about the next thing thats going to go wrong. I obsessively worry about the most pointless things and the things that I cannot control. I wake up in the morning usually 1.5 hours before my alarm. There are...
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akirali:
I really wish I could help, but a lot of times I'm in the same boat as you. All I can say is that you are far from alone. I don't know if that helps at all, but it's true. More people out there feel like you then you realize.
nic:
Thanks for commenting on my set!
So I'm severely Depressed.
I'm not going to talk about it too much here because there are too many people on this site and visiting who're much worse off than I am and still suffer this affliction. I know that depression does not care about class or support group or amassing of possession, but I still dont think it's right when many have something to...
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I'm not going to talk about it too much here because there are too many people on this site and visiting who're much worse off than I am and still suffer this affliction. I know that depression does not care about class or support group or amassing of possession, but I still dont think it's right when many have something to...
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akirali:
Dude, its your journal, you're paying for it, if you need to vent, just go ahead and vent. You may be surprised at the support you get here, from both friends and strangers. I hope you feel beter.
I should probably not go into the virgin thingy