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lyfeforce

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Tuesday Oct 03, 2006

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Is it weird to miss things you feel like you never had in the first place?

I don't know why, but I feel like I miss being creative, but I was never too creative in the first place.

Sure, I used to edit video, but that's more of a jigsaw puzzle.

I think i want to learn how to draw, and play the piano.

I know I want to go to the gym daily now and go back to learning japanese.

I put myself on the back burner for work and everyone else for too long. It's time to deal with myself, to not be lazy and commit to something.
menstrualslushie:
have fun with that!
it seems like one has to constantly tell them self to keep on top of thigns... even if it is things they enjoy.. why is that? its a natural need to want to expend energy

playing the piano is fun.. everything is a song... it has to be or you wouldn't be playing the piano!

Oct 3, 2006
grimjack:
Yup...time to deal, bucko! I've got a bottle of Mou-Tai to help ease the pain. smile
Oct 10, 2006

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