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Sunday Jan 01, 2006

Jan 1, 2006
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so how's your hangover?

I spent the eve with akira and buster_hymen doing what we do best; gaming, movies, porn, anime, obscure pop-culture referencing, watching stuff from Mr. Dibbs. Anyone need porn? look no further than mario giving peach the 'ol power up. Yes I do feel dirty for saying that.

Also met akira's cousin 'rez. Another good soul. or at least another soul that's around my level of corruption.

We didn't even know it was midnight until one of us looked at our phones. Still, a great night.

So what's in store for oh-sex? Who knows? I hope it's better than this past year.
Despite the good that happened in 05, it was tinged with sadness and a need to escape alot of the time for me. Not knowing where I fit, feeling like I just moved up a tax bracket without improving anything else, just feeling and looking too normal when I wanted to be out of the ordinary and true to what I see as myself.

I'd like to change that this year if possible. I'd like to get on with life while staying as true to myself as possible. I'd like to learn about more music, learn another language, learn how to bartend, maybe even learn to overclock a computer. I'd love to figure out how to be more romantic in everyday life. Mostly, I'd like to learn how to be happy without having to escape. How to deal, understand, grow.

Good sex wouldn't hurt either.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
mercie:
you have journal-love in my entry currently. smile
Jan 2, 2006
mercie:
Remember the heartagram necklace I always used to wear (and then suddenly I developed a reaction to the metal)? My best friend that I always mention (scott) he got that heart necklace for me after I was so heartbroken that I couldn't wear my heartagram anymore. He even made sure it was coated with something so that I didn't have a reaction to it. It's awesome when people think ahead for gifts-just-because like that. It's special to me. smile
Jan 3, 2006

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