I shot my first firearm tonight.
a 9mm h&k with a 10 round clip. It took me five minutes each time to load up the clip. I left the range with my hands grey with gun powder and smelling of cordite. I could see sparks coming out of the chamber with each shot. I had to end up closing my right eye to use the...
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a 9mm h&k with a 10 round clip. It took me five minutes each time to load up the clip. I left the range with my hands grey with gun powder and smelling of cordite. I could see sparks coming out of the chamber with each shot. I had to end up closing my right eye to use the...
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akirali:
Thanks for the advice. I'll probbaly end up taking the gig. I just hope I don't end up wanting to kill people within a few weeks.
Thanks for the birthday wishes. Respect all around for the Geek Bretheren.
It's been a damn roller coaster. Not the good one though. The kind you ride as a six year old that never goes anywhere and could break down at any time... that one.
Job is getting easier, but employers getting shittier. I reiterate my hatered for all Assholes from not just California, but...
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It's been a damn roller coaster. Not the good one though. The kind you ride as a six year old that never goes anywhere and could break down at any time... that one.
Job is getting easier, but employers getting shittier. I reiterate my hatered for all Assholes from not just California, but...
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akirali:
"Drink till sober" thats a feat worthy of Jason or Hercules
I'm with you on getting tatts. I know what Im getting . I now where. I just don't know how I'm paying for em. Maybe I need to win 2k too
I'm with you on getting tatts. I know what Im getting . I now where. I just don't know how I'm paying for em. Maybe I need to win 2k too
akirali:
It's been confirmed. The charachters in the picture (L-R) are:
Vamp, Meryl Silverburgh, Raiden, Revolver Ocelot, Solid Snake, Otacon, Big Boss and Naomi Hunter.
[Edited on Jun 01, 2005 1:17AM]
Vamp, Meryl Silverburgh, Raiden, Revolver Ocelot, Solid Snake, Otacon, Big Boss and Naomi Hunter.
[Edited on Jun 01, 2005 1:17AM]
It's my birthday.
I intend to have a nice lovely dinner with my family, get my present (bomb-ass in ear headphones) and then go drink copious amounts of guinness, jameson & Irish Cream.... and then carbombs
Thank you to the Suicide Girls for a cool new present every day. Thank you to Akira, Aeryn & Charlize (get back online girl!) for being amazing people.
I'm...
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I intend to have a nice lovely dinner with my family, get my present (bomb-ass in ear headphones) and then go drink copious amounts of guinness, jameson & Irish Cream.... and then carbombs
Thank you to the Suicide Girls for a cool new present every day. Thank you to Akira, Aeryn & Charlize (get back online girl!) for being amazing people.
I'm...
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akirali:
I haven't seen the PS3 yet. I've been slow on the E3 front so far. BTW Me, Sam & co are hitting up Ep 3 this wed-thurs at midnight at the AMC in plymouth meeting. If you can make it you should meet us there
mngddss:
Aww very sweet, thanks so much! 
The only thing that matters to me is love.
And I don't want to believe in that anymore.
And I don't want to believe in that anymore.
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hubble_____:
It's your birthday, right?
suzy_kabloozy:
Happy birthday, baby! 
akira kicks ass and has a good and interesting soul. That's all I have to say about that.
Saw Radar films Remake Theatre 2: "the amityville horror" tonight. I liked it. But as someone that works in a related field and as an uber geek, i strongly suggest not seeing this movie in theatres if you hold strong love or loyalty to the original movie....
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Saw Radar films Remake Theatre 2: "the amityville horror" tonight. I liked it. But as someone that works in a related field and as an uber geek, i strongly suggest not seeing this movie in theatres if you hold strong love or loyalty to the original movie....
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mercie:
Friends are great to help you get through bad times. JamieLee has listened to me bitch, moan, cry and even attack her through my hard times of recent. Yet she always lends an ear when I need to talk, doesn't judge me, and doesn't offer her advice or experience unless I ask for it. However, unlike JamieLee, most friends like that are far and few inbetween. They like to judge, to talk about you to others, and use your pain for personal gain. A doctor is paid to listen and get to the bottom of shit. Which I mat still need. Who knows. *shrug* it's worth a shot I say.
Is 'the green' money? 'Cause I need some.
Is 'the green' money? 'Cause I need some.
akirali:
shit man, I'm sorry I missed your IMs last night. AIM was being a bitch and not making your windo flash. Sorry 
What is wrong with me?
Well thats a funny question. Itd be really easy just to say that fear is my problem. Its not the truth. It goes much deeper than that. I think part of it has to do with my borderline obsession of finding someone to love and be loved by. Im dependant on the feelings of others and the acknowledgement of my...
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Well thats a funny question. Itd be really easy just to say that fear is my problem. Its not the truth. It goes much deeper than that. I think part of it has to do with my borderline obsession of finding someone to love and be loved by. Im dependant on the feelings of others and the acknowledgement of my...
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abgitatz:
That was one hell of a journal entry. I have been questing to find that person to spend my life with for many, many, years now. As cliched (be damned you spelling gods!) as it sounds the second you stop looking what you need tends to find you.
I should probably not go into the virgin thingy I threw mine away, since it didn't really mean anything to me. 
I should probably not go into the virgin thingy
I threw mine away, since it didn't really mean anything to me. 
Pope John Paul the Second has died today.
I'm not a man who follows a religion, but a man who worked his life to improve the life of many others has died. I am grieved.
Karol Jzef Wojtyla
(Pope John Paul II)
1920-2005
Another Dead Hero
That being said, I'm going to see Sin City tonight. I'll write a review if my mind still isn't...
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I'm not a man who follows a religion, but a man who worked his life to improve the life of many others has died. I am grieved.
Karol Jzef Wojtyla
(Pope John Paul II)
1920-2005
Another Dead Hero
That being said, I'm going to see Sin City tonight. I'll write a review if my mind still isn't...
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sysca:
It is really sad
He was a man, he was a hero...
He was a man, he was a hero...
aeryn:
Hmmm really? hadn't noticed.
But Sin City looks great.
But Sin City looks great.
BLARGH.
So my body decides to get sick. I need chicken soup and a marmoset.
I think I have a plan for the future. I've always called them the "McDonalds jobs of my field" but maybe wedding/event videography and editing wouldn't be a horrible thing. Make a grand a weekend, have week to do random stuff, buy a mac and get shiny copies of FCP,...
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So my body decides to get sick. I need chicken soup and a marmoset.
I think I have a plan for the future. I've always called them the "McDonalds jobs of my field" but maybe wedding/event videography and editing wouldn't be a horrible thing. Make a grand a weekend, have week to do random stuff, buy a mac and get shiny copies of FCP,...
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akirali:
Nope, QT made up Jack Rabbit Slims. Kinda sucks huh? There go all my dreams of having Buddy Holly serve me a $5 shake.
akirali:
I know I don't have to tell you this, but go see Sin City. NOW!!!
Is it supposed to suck to be a "good" person?
Are we supposed to be afflicted with low self esteem and coping skills?
Are we supposed to be lonely and put down to the point where we shut down and shut out those that may be worth opening up to? Are we supposed to be ignorant of those that may like us because we cant...
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Are we supposed to be afflicted with low self esteem and coping skills?
Are we supposed to be lonely and put down to the point where we shut down and shut out those that may be worth opening up to? Are we supposed to be ignorant of those that may like us because we cant...
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akirali:
I'd give advice, but seeing as how I'm in the same boat as you, it would be the blind leading the blind
akirali:
Thanks for signing up for my psp I just got word that you completed your offer. 2 down, 3 to go
I just got word that you completed your offer. 2 down, 3 to go Fair Warning:
Since I paid for this space, I care nothing about spoilers. Out of respect of my friends who may read this and not have seen it, I'll try my best not to spoil.
The Ring Two.
This movie sucked horrible, horrible dick. I wanted to start out by putting that point out there in a much more eloquent manner, but there is no...
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Since I paid for this space, I care nothing about spoilers. Out of respect of my friends who may read this and not have seen it, I'll try my best not to spoil.
The Ring Two.
This movie sucked horrible, horrible dick. I wanted to start out by putting that point out there in a much more eloquent manner, but there is no...
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annalee:
Thank you for the nice comment on my set! Im glad you liked those two, I was pleased with them too. maybe I should do an audio intro and play the piano then! 
akirali:
Meh, I have a younger brother and I'm still a socially awkward punk
A review of "The Ring Two" In one snarky sentence:
I would not pee on this movie to put out a fire.
A more in depth review tomorrow if i can remember it at all.
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Also, need opinions on piercings... would like to get nips pierced and need thoughts from those that have and those that like to see what's out there as I...
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I would not pee on this movie to put out a fire.
A more in depth review tomorrow if i can remember it at all.
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akirali:
haha! thats pretty much how I felt about the first one too 
aeryn:
Hey I hope you had a good green day...
and back reading I wanted to applaud your bravery about talking about your depression and for seeking help. I think depression- with out a clear "cause" it probably worse to deal with - if you could I say "I'm depressed about ___" you could do something. So my heart goes out to you...and we are all here to read and listen so talk about it all you need.
and back reading I wanted to applaud your bravery about talking about your depression and for seeking help. I think depression- with out a clear "cause" it probably worse to deal with - if you could I say "I'm depressed about ___" you could do something. So my heart goes out to you...and we are all here to read and listen so talk about it all you need.
mercie:
OK, a couple things.
(A) I like how you said there are moments you want to pick out and "put in your pocket." Well said. I concur.
(B) Endoscopic specialist? What sort of endoscopies do you do? I used to work in a GI doctor's office for about 3 years and I scheduled EGD's and colonoscopies all day long. People wonder why I'm not bothered by conversations about bowel movements. duh.
(C) Anime counts. I own the first disc of Escaflowne on DVD but never had the time, money, or motivation to buy the rest, but it's definitely one of my favorite series EVER. I don't watch MUCH anime, but the anime I do like, I adore.
OK, have a great day.
(A) I like how you said there are moments you want to pick out and "put in your pocket." Well said. I concur.
(B) Endoscopic specialist? What sort of endoscopies do you do? I used to work in a GI doctor's office for about 3 years and I scheduled EGD's and colonoscopies all day long. People wonder why I'm not bothered by conversations about bowel movements. duh.
(C) Anime counts. I own the first disc of Escaflowne on DVD but never had the time, money, or motivation to buy the rest, but it's definitely one of my favorite series EVER. I don't watch MUCH anime, but the anime I do like, I adore.
OK, have a great day.