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I really wish I could help, but a lot of times I'm in the same boat as you. All I can say is that you are far from alone. I don't know if that helps at all, but it's true. More people out there feel like you then you realize.

Dude, its your journal, you're paying for it, if you need to vent, just go ahead and vent. You may be surprised at the support you get here, from both friends and strangers. I hope you feel beter.

I'm not sure if you want me to be the one leaving you lovin'.

...Not that there's anything wrong with that

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but if you insist:


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Uhh...

Yeah, I can't compete with that.

I know that feeling. I'm looking for something in the middle myself. I don't want to be a corporate drone, but I also don't want to get indentured servent wages either. What to do, what to do?

yeah I wouldn't think jeans that need to be dry-cleaned are my style either but well here I am.

No luck with strip clubs??? What's the problem???

Nah, I don't think she's gonna change back. She has no reason to, and she's been working for Xavier form about a decade (real-time) at this point. No reason to make her go back.

thanks.

couch patch. and car. it's hard to pick.

I'm quickly becoming a Keanu fan (by the way I saw it 3 times since it came out )

P.S. You need to get a pic up in your profile. Are you working pledge this week? I'll bring my camera in and take a shot for ya

I'm sorry. I know how it feels to hate a job so much. Would it be possible for you to find another job? One maybe less stressful. I'm sure that is easier said than done, though. But, it doesn't even sound like it is worth it for you, at least from my perspective. As far as finding someone, I wouldn't be too stressed about it. You are only 22, I'm sure someone will snap you up! I think everyone is afraid of being alone and not being accepted. I worry about it sometimes because my mother is 48 and never been married or even really been in a serious relationship. Sometimes I thought I would be hung with the same fate, but it is all a myth. My mother's past does not have to be my future. I am sure there is some underlying past issue that has created those feelings and the best advice (if you even want advice) is to accept it. People are always trying to rid themselves of parts that they believe are "bad" but really they should just embrace it and it makes it tons easier to deal with. Also, things always seem to work out eventually. Feel better!

Check out Sloane's set. If that don't cheer you up, I don''t know what will Seriously though, I hope our talk helped some. You should watch Ghost Dog if you get a chance. Its a great film for helping you understand the different ways of the world.

Hmm, where to go next? How bout Key West. Its so beautiful there. Hurry before all the fucking frat packers co-opt it for spring break though. I mean you gotta love a city where everynight everyone gets together on a pier and watches and applauds the sunset.

I didn't get your reference. Sorry, I am a loser. That is really sweet that you are sending your friend flowers. And, I do find it odd that you want a computer in New Orleans, but hey, to each his own!

Welcome, Spingfield! Have a blast in NOLA & bring back lots of crazy stories.

Welcome to SG. Akira says you're legit - and what Akira says, goes 'round these parts.