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lyda

The spaceship fucking left me in Illinois

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Friday Aug 26, 2005

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Why can't I sleep? It's going to be 4:00AM soon and I have to be up at 8:00. As often happens with insomnia I have a sappy song in my head. Tonight it's Something I Can Never Have by NIN. You know it's funny how you can always think of something that song applies to... for me anyway. Ok so it's better than the time I was stuck awake in a hotel room with Nothing Compares 2 U in my head. Terrible.
I started school again on Monday. I'm determined not to fuck up this semester. I've stopped smoking so much pot. It's nice. My friends aren't all out to get me anymore and when I do smoke I get high for more than 20 mins. Mind over matter I guess. Even if I can't control the world I can control myself... now if I could only get myself to stop wanting things... eh that's enough of this crap.

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