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Thursday Apr 30, 2009

Apr 30, 2009
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I said to my husband the other day that I was having a "George Bailey moment". I've been looking into teaching English in Japan again, but it's really complicated to plan something like that with a family, cats, and all this stuff I've accumulated in my life so far. I keep wondering what my life would have been like if I'd made different choices, or if other doors had been opened to me.

The thing is, I'm so damn happy with the life I have right now, I wouldn't want to change anything. And so there it is.
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northern:
Yay!!

For the first time in many years, I actually feel generally happy these days. Not that there aren't things in my life I'd change - there are many things I wish were different. Just that for once, I'm not dwelling on them.
Apr 30, 2009
samling:
i don't think there's anything wrong with wanting to do something interesting with life, and you're right to weigh out how you'd do it.

could you teach ESL somewhere local? perhaps that would be rewarding to you.
May 9, 2009

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