I am leaving SG. Perhaps one day i will return.
peace im outty
peace im outty
i worked 127 hours in 10 days. Average 12.7 hours a day. that is entirely to long to be hanging out with drug addicts.
I also managed to buy an x-box and get addicted to an RPG game called Morrowind within 2 hours of buying the X-box. Now im trying to decide if i should go out with a pretty girl after a 16 hour...
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I also managed to buy an x-box and get addicted to an RPG game called Morrowind within 2 hours of buying the X-box. Now im trying to decide if i should go out with a pretty girl after a 16 hour...
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elixa:
How about inviting the girl over for dinner and video games if she's into them. If not, how about dinner and a movie?
I bought a camera. I have used 5 rolls of film in the last 2 days. There is something romantic about immortalizing the moment. I have to go to work.
see ya
see ya
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vitaminpink:
you have a sugar glider?!?!?! FUCKING CUTE! yay exotic pets! 
glamerdork:
I was just in arizona and while my friend hiked down a steep canyon I stayed on top and took pictures with her expensive camera... I love the idea of taking pictures of nature with people in them but with the people not being used as the subject-- and I agree, there is something magnif. about immortilizing nature.
i am so attracted to chaos. I thought i really liked this girl in my life. But she would only bring chaos into it. I like the chaos not her. She is beautiful and all. But it all comes back to the self defeating behaviors. She brings insanity into my life and when i think about being with her, i am not happy. I love...
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Blah? Wha? Who anna what anna huh?
Im so lost. I think, maybe its because i drank to much coffee. I need to relax. Bring it down a notch or 2.
"The pictures far to big to look at son, your eyes wont open wide enough. And im constantly surrounded by the swirling sounds of what is and what was."
Today is a good day....
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Im so lost. I think, maybe its because i drank to much coffee. I need to relax. Bring it down a notch or 2.
"The pictures far to big to look at son, your eyes wont open wide enough. And im constantly surrounded by the swirling sounds of what is and what was."
Today is a good day....
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its partly an expression of my teenage angst, but mostly its a pooh bear.
elixa:
asking you out? Not to say that I wouldnt... but I am taken, and honorable at that. However I do find you most fascinating and I would love nothing more than a banter where the speed of the blood in our veins could rival that of a most fierce storm wind. I would like, dear man... to be a companion in wit, and a friend in compassion.
Do you accept?
Do you accept?
So when a girl spends from 11pm to 7am with you and then makes you dinner at 6am, you would think that she likes you.
The constant stream of conflicting thoughts in my head occasionally becomes to much for me.
I have this real bad habit with "manifest destiny"
Anyway, its time to sleep now
Everyone who reads this, READ SIDDHARTHA by HERMAN HESSE
The constant stream of conflicting thoughts in my head occasionally becomes to much for me.
I have this real bad habit with "manifest destiny"
Anyway, its time to sleep now
Everyone who reads this, READ SIDDHARTHA by HERMAN HESSE
elixa:
as for the paintings, La Belle Dame Sans Merci is a lovely piece.... both Waterhouse and Dicksie. I do think i prefre waterhouse though.
A painting that reminded me of you last night though was Burning June by Leighton. It is among my favorites.
So when a girl spends so much time with you, I am sure you are left to wonder, and the degree to which that is done depends largely on how that time was spent.
Poor spinning head.... like a carousel.
And I would love to hear about how manifest destiny has become habitual.
Waltz.... Tango... Or share a dinner with me at 2 am as opposed to 7? All with honorable intentions, I assure you.
A painting that reminded me of you last night though was Burning June by Leighton. It is among my favorites.
So when a girl spends so much time with you, I am sure you are left to wonder, and the degree to which that is done depends largely on how that time was spent.
Poor spinning head.... like a carousel.
And I would love to hear about how manifest destiny has become habitual.
Waltz.... Tango... Or share a dinner with me at 2 am as opposed to 7? All with honorable intentions, I assure you.
its all about control. open yourself up to someone, and they give you tidbits of hope, nothing real, just hope. keeping you around in a sense. keeping me around.
LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI
the beauty without mercy
LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI
the beauty without mercy
elixa:
You know, that is actually a very lovely painting, one of my favorites in fact. And those slivers of hope grow when it's not so cold that they die off.
Come dance with me?
Come dance with me?
I used to think i was happy until i saw that i had no idea what happiness is. I saw people who truley were happy, joyous and free and i said "Ohhhhh, so that is what happiness is". They have something i want so i will try what they did to attain it.
If you have no idea what im talking about, read The Alcoholics...
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If you have no idea what im talking about, read The Alcoholics...
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i have trouble breathing when i think of her.
sinfulsicilian:
its truley unbelievaable u live in reinholds my morther lives there i live in lancaster wow intersting isnt it