Looking for a sense of clarity.
hysterian:
*hug*
It's not her fault that I am depressed. I am responsible for everything. The break up. The drinking. The despair. I am the one who has created this mess. Jenna didn't do this to me, I did it to myself. More importantly I hurt her far beyond any pain that I feel. I am not asking for forgiveness. I just want the story straight. This...
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hysterian:
I am happy you opened up so much Matt. I really hope it all goes well in the end! xoxo
lvl1boss:
I am glad to accept this responsibility. Even though it hurts to do so. I have put her through so much pain and heartache. I feel so ashamed of my actions in the past few months. I do know without a doubt though, that I love her more than I have ever loved anyone, and I would do anything to rebuild and regain that love and trust again. I mean that with all my heart. It has never been more clear in my mind. I am deeply sorry for what I have done. I miss her so much. I am grateful for the time I did have with her. Someday maybe it can happen again. Hope...
You fucked up darling. I will never speak to you again.
I don't want to be alone.
My heart beats like thunder.
hysterian:
hughug
casper:
Good.
I am killing myself with love.
